Drowning In Secrets

Dreams #6

"Elea honey! Let's go the jeep is parked out side the front door meat me there".

"Okay daddy, I'm putting my shoes on. I'll be down in a minute!"

I was so happy daddy would let me do something grown up. I finally could see the new pack. I hope the kids are friendly. I hope they like me....

I put my left boot on and looked up to see my mom in the door way. She had a big smile on with a single tear leaving her eye.

Why would she be sad?

"Mummy why are you crying? Do you have the belly bug?"

"No dear, it's just I'm so proud of how grown up you are and the person you have become." This made me and her smile.

I put my head down slightly blushing.

"Mummy? What if the other kids don't like me?"

"Oh honey, don't you worry they will love you. The boys will go crazy and the girls will be jealous of those beautiful big green eye's and long hair".

I didn't realize that she now was on the side of me with her hands gently on my chin.

"Do you want to know something darling?"

"Yes mam,"

"Well you know you are trully a miracle". I looked at her questionably. She was about to continue but my dad now took the place were my my mom was.

He was in the door way now with a stern look on his face

"Come now! were late"

I walked to my dad and turned to my mom sitting on my bead still with a happy look on her face. It was easy to tell she was holding back tears. If only I new what she meant maybe I could mack her feel happy.

Mommy was never really a happy person. My dad said that she went through a lot before he found her and she became luna. Mammy likes to say that daddy saved her.

They both have said that I was to young to know. I sometimes think that they are scared to tell me the truth.

I new that mummy loved me and thats all that matters. I walked out of the room with my dad and held his hand down the stares.

We got to the car and he opened the door for me. He gave me a nod and said "my lady" we both chuckled and he went over to his side and opend his door we started to back up and I could see my mom through the window.

She didn't look sad anymore she was more emotionless and I looked closer to see the was a man standing behind her with his are wraped around her wast almost like daddy does but he looked more scary and had harsh hands instead of gentle ones.

I was so confused and for some reason I felt as though I wasn't supposed to see that.

We were driving further away from the pack house and I saw my friends house in the distance just on the side was a ally way .

She was there with a someone but I couldn't really see. All I new was that they were very close together.

I just played with my fingers. If I only could be like them. Life would be so much better. Easier. I fell asleep and then it all happend so quickly.

I opend my eye's because of a strong nasty smell that was all to familiar. There ahead of the car was a man that stood with power. He was tall with black hair and a ecen darker set of eyes.

I looked around us to see more people that stood proud. My dad looked more confused than I was. Daddy started to honk the horn but none of the men would move they just stayed there like a deer caught in head lights.

My dad put his hand out in front me then he swerved the car so he wouldn't his them. We must have bumped something cause then I hear people yelling in joy and my dad cursing while our car started to spin.

It fliped over and over again on the last spin my head came in contact with the glass window. "Daddy help!" My cryes didn't last long enough when I was met with a darkness and pain in every part of my body. Right before I drifted off I looked to my dad to see he was not there.

A single tear left my eye as I let my head hang in defeat.

I was still met with darkness I tried to yell "daddy are you there? I'm scared! DADDY!".

There was still no answer my body started to shake and I fell to the floor with tears going down my face without controll.

I just yelled in hope someone would hear.

Alpha Eric's P.O.V

I woke up with a sad feeling deep in my stomach. My wolf was sad and I new something had to be wrong with Elea.

I put on my clothes and hurryed out my door. I walked out and followed my mates scent. Something was wrong and I needed to know what it was.

I was out side her door and I put my ear to the door to hear nothing. I new her heart was beeting fast but I figured she just had been worked up.

I put my back to the wall and slid down. What was I thinking to yell at her like that. Now she will never like me.

If only I could act right infront her. The truth is, I'm scared. I'm scared she will reject me.

I don't deserve her... I looked ahead to see a wall that suddenly looked fascinating. I heard muffled crys and stood up. Then I heard yelling.

I ran into the room swinging the door open ready to attack someone. I ran to a crying and screaming Elea still sleeping on her bed with tears falling down her slightly red shaded cheek.

She was wearing a silk night gown that hugged her curves so gracefully. I ran to her and put her into my arm's slowly rocking her. Her crys died down and she looked at peace.

I new once she woke up she would be screaming at me to get out. I really wish I never did these things to her. I wish I had never hurt my little mate.

If I could give her the world I would and stop at nothing till she has everything.

I sat there and looked down at the amazing person in my arms. She was perfect and fragel. She was shy and kind. I think I might even love her one day.

I might merry her and have many kids while I read storys to them to sleep. She will be a amazing luna and mother I just don't know if she will be a great mate. I don't know If I'll be a great mate.

I kissed her forhead and watched as the corner of her mouth cane up into a smirk. I smiled onto her as I watch the way I effect her. Even though I have know her my whole life it feel lile I just met her.

All the things I feel scare me. I grip onto her hips pulling her closer as I engulf her sent into my nose and feel sleep take over as I go into a restful sleep dreaming about our future together.

We will be together and we will be happy no longer as two people but one. Our soul's belong together so why fight it. Why rethink our fate.

Our bodys are present as two bit one day our harts will tangle together and love.

Yes this book has moments where it is sad and i hope it didn't sour your mode but soon a big paet of the book will come out. I have many ideas of what to do when i dicided i will present a new chapter.

Word count 1364

Her heart is shatterd and he sha'll be the one to mend it together.