What does it mean?

The new apartment

Ethan****

So u may already know who I am but I'm gonna tell u anyway. I'm Ethan the off brand version of my twin brother Grayson but anyway I'm gay if u didn't know and I have a crush on someone I know I shouldn't ok let's start

As we pack for our new apartment I start to think about my mom. How she used to make breakfast for us, how she was a kind and caring soul and sometimes I even miss her lame jokes.. I'm pulled out of my thoughts when my other half comes in my room and ask me if I have the tape to tape is boxes shut but all I see is his shirtless sweaty body and I can't take my eyes off those incredible abs but once again I'm pulled out of my thoughts by my other half Grayson's just stand there smiling. I had him the tape he's says "thanks" and I replied back "no problem". You may know I have a crush on Grayson now but I know he'd never love me the way I love him. I'm the nerd and he's the popular one how would it ever work I think to myself.

Grayson***

All I could think about was how Ethan was staring at me when I asked if he had the tape I don't know something about the stare made me feel good like electricity running through my spine. That doesn't mean anything right?
We load the U-Haul and head to our new place.
We arrive at a nice looking apartment complex we walk down to our room number 56 dad opens the door and we walk in and when I tell it was big dude it was huge inside of here and Beautiful all the colors on the wall looked perfect together. As I walk through the house hear Ethan laughing from outside. I go and I see what's so funny and I see a happy Ethan talking to a guy who's also looking really happy and I smile but something inside of me just wants to punch the dude in the face. Ethan sees me as he turns around and calls me over I walk over to them really slow not taking my eyes of whoever he is. As I approach them Ethan tells me this is our neighbor he puts his had out and says Bryan call me Brian and I say Ethan call me Ethan with a chuckle. I pat Ethan on the should and tell him we gotta finish putting the boxes off the truck in the house so dad can leave and head to work. Bryan ask if we need any help and we both say no because there isn't a lot of boxes left only like five and with that Brian leaves. I already get the feeling I'm not gonna like him.

AUTHORS NOT***** IF U ARE READING THIS TELL ME HOW IM DOING SO FAR I KNOW IM NOT REALLY GOOD AT WRITING
THANKS AND BTW IM TYLEN