ASHTONS P.O.V
I walked out to the garden with a bottle of vodka in my hand , it's unfair how do people always get happy endings with true love and shit but for me it doesn't work it just doesn't.
I sat down on the grass and took a swing from the drink "why the fuck did you create me like shit" I said speaking up to the sky as if speaking to God.
"Why the fuck am I here!" I finished up the drink then chucked it at the wall "fuck life!!" I yelled getting up and stumbling towards the outside mini fridge and grabbing a bottle of vodka then stumbling my way back and sat on the floor opened the drink and drunk some.
"Hey you okay...." I heard a sweet voice say I immediately recognized the voice and rolled my eyes then turned around and looked at her in disbelief "oh look whose here the bitch who broke my fucking heart" I snapped taking a sip from the drink.
"I'm sorry ash......" Georgia mumbled.
"No no I'm sorry that I ever had fucking feeling for you I truly was blinded by....I want to say love but nah it wasn't it was something that wasn't there." I said taking another sip from my drink.
"No no I truly am sorry ash please forgive me" she said placing her hand on my shoulder, I froze at first before I flung her hand off my shoulder "get your filthy hands off me!!" I snapped chugging down my drink.
She frowned "I'm I'm...sorry"
"Sorry my fucking ass !" I snapped at her and she moved back a little d a tear fell down her cheek as she stood up "you don't even let me talk Ash I'm trying to apologize but how can I if you shut me out..."
I stood up and stared at her "I'm pushing you away! That's real classic I don't wanna hear anything that comes outta your mouth it's all lies of course!" I yelled at her. "I'm not trying to be a pain ash really I wanna tell you how I feel but it's gonna affect someone else" she said looking at the ground.
"Tell me then, do I look like I care if someone else gets hurt I'm already hurting here Georgia!" I yelled taking another sip of my drink.
"I can't-"
"Tell me!!"
She looked at the floor facing defeat and sighed "I um like you too ash I mean I have for a while just never thought you'd feel the same and ya know me being so sensitive...."
I looked at her shocked I took one last sip from the bottle then placed it on the nearest table before pulling her into a hug. She actually hugged me back.
I pulled away and lifted her head gently so her face was facing mine and I smiled at her and she smiled back. I lower my head an our foreheads touch as I blush from what's going on. Our lips where no inches away from each other which was giving me the urge to just kiss her.
"C-Can I kiss you?" I silently asked and she nodded her head which made me so so happy as I leaned down nod gently smacked my lips against hers.
It lasted about three seconds before I pulled away. It was now awkwardly silent between us and I couldn't help but laugh and she joined in.
"G...I know well we've been friends for like five years now maybe wanna take it to another step and see how things go?" I asked really scared to hear her reply.
She smiled before nodding and agreeing and I swooped her up in my arms and ALMOST dropped her and she screamed "ash down your drunk your so gonna drop me" I gently placed her down before bursting out laughing.
"Can we tell the others?" I asked.
She shrugged "eh sure."
I turned around and almost fell when I walked but I had Georgia there to help and support me. She laughed at my struggle to walk straight before she actually helped me.
As soon as we got inside everyone was staring at us "what bitches?" I asked.
Ro raised a brow "we heard a lot of yelling everything okay between you guys?"
I nodded with a silly smile "better than ever Ro I feel fan freaking tastic!!" I yelled Jumping around "God I'm in love" I screamed jumping onto the couch. "So fucking in love and this girl is amazing!"
"Oh per tell " Meghan laughed along with me.
"Eh she might wanna tell you herself—" I paused for a while an,y eyes where going crazy till they landed on Georgia and I couldn't hold my feelings in "—I LOVE HER SO FUCKING MUCH" I yelled and Georgia started laughing at me silly behavior or rather silly drunk behavior.
I ran up to Ro lifted her in the air and twirled her around and she just started laughing "ah ever been in love Ro?' I asked lowering her down and her legs wrapped around my waist which was weird I looked over to Georgia who just shrugged and mouthed something to me I didn't understand.
I looked back to Ro and she smiled at me wrapping her arms around my neck. I lifted a brow at her and I didn't notice what I was doing till it almost happened I was leaning into a kiss and I let her go and backed up "shit..." I cursed under my breath.
"So bud who do you love?" Nick jokingly said.
I put my hand out in Georgia's direction and looked over at her hesitantly grabbing my hand, as soon as I felt her hand touch mine I intertwined our fingers and pulled her into my chest and wrapped my arms around her. "This doll face here she's t reason I'm so fucking happy"
Everyone awed except for Ro who was just sitting there glaring at Georgia.
"I fucking love this bitch!" I yelled snuggling my head into her neck as she laughed.
"She doesn't say it back.... " Ro pointed out.
Everyone looked at her in confusion and I laughed "I'm drunk heh a ducking drunkies of she doesn't love me I won remember shit tomorrow morning" I pushed Georgia away gently and picked up and bottle of vodka and chugged it down "shit!" I mumbled.
"So Georg love me or not" I picked a half empty glass of beer and chugged it down "I want the fucking truth!" I snapped at her pushing her aside and picking the box of beer up from under a table and picking up two bottle and using either one to open them and chugged one then the other "Tell me!!" I yelled at her. Everyone including her jumped from me raising my voice.
She took one step forward then hugged me tight " ash relax I do love you" she mumbled in my ear and that just made me feel better.
Then there was a knock at the door I grabbed Georgia's hand and led her to the door as I opened it my eyes widened.
