Painful Love | KamiSero

"I was gay for one reason. And that reason is you, Sero."

Sero's P.O.V at 9AM:
Now, here am I am sitting on my bed. About to read something that my best friend wrote to me before an attempt at suicide. I truly hope he doesn't die. I don't think I could live without him...did I just? Did I love him? No, I can't have that's insane thinking. But I will miss him if he does die. We get to see him at 11am. Thank god. Don't think I could last not knowing he was ok. I stare at the piece of paper in front of me and decide it going to be okay. I take a deep breath and proceed to read a suicide note meant for me. And me alone.

"Hey Sero,
Didn't think I'd write this to you, or anyone to be honest. But this note is only for you and no one else. I trust you. I really do. Never in a million years did I ever think I try committing suicide but here I am being weak and unable to let go of what my parents said. They were homophobic, and I was gay. And I was gay for one reason. And that reason is you, Sero. Yeah, I know it sounds weird but loves you and you were like a gay awakening to me, if I never knew you then I wouldn't have ever known I was gay. Thank you. Thank you for making me realize that. I wouldn't have lived a normal life without meeting you. I'm glad I got into UA and I'm glad you got in as well, for we got to meet and make a squad together. Don't let me being gone take you down. Make it make you stronger and happier and make you a better person and a higher chance of becoming a hero. I only slowed you, Mina, Bakugou and Kirishima down and I want to make you stronger. This isn't your fault, I promise. It's my fault for me falling in love with you. My fault for falling in love with a straight guy. I'm sorry. I just couldn't help my self for falling in love with a hot guy like you. Please, don't think this is your fault because I fell for you and I was gay for you. This isn't your fault. I promise. I love you Hanta and now I must leave.
Love, Denki Kaminari."
I broke into tears, how could I not see it? Was I fucking blind? He loved me and I...loved him. Of course, I wasn't straight! I need someone to talk to, I can't do this right now, everything hurts and I am shaking while crying my eyes out. I slowly grab my phone. M...Mina. Yes, she will help.

~Time skip~

Mina's P.O.V:
I had just read my letter, and still crying and then...bttzz. My phone? Oh, Kirishima and Sero. I open the Kirishima message first.
Hard boi: mina me and bakugou need emotional help
Mamma Mina: Can you come to my dorm? I can get Sero and we can talk about it here.
Read 7:59
Good. I think Sero's message is the same.
Spooderman: minaaaa im blind i need help
Mamma Mina: come to my dorm, Baku and Kiri are coming as well. we can talk about it here.
Spooderman: sure im coming
Knew it. Called it.

Bakugou and Kirishima soon arrived, almost killing my poor door. Sero came 5 minutes after they did. Slowpoke.
"Right...I know this is gonna be a hard subject for us all, but let's let out our feelings from the letter. We have 3 hours until we can see him."
We looked at each other until Bakugou spoke up.
"Sero, why don't you go first, you look fucked up."
Did bakugou just call Sero by his name and not tape arms or something?
"No nicknames...?"
He only turned his head to the floor. I think I saw a tear roll down his face.
"Kaminari signed his letter with 'Pikachu'. Aka what Bakugou called him. I don't think he wants to call anyone by there names until he's awake." Kiri replied fast after seeing Bakugou's reaction.
Well shit. Now I feel bad. I say ''oh. And look to Sero.
"What was your letter like then?"
He was silent.
"I-its was more like a...l-love note then a goodbye note t-to be h-honest..."
Sero sounded like he got hit by a truck. Crying a lot more then he was when he came in. All I could do was hug him. I knew Sero liked Kami, even if he didn't say it out loud. And Kami told us he liked Sero. If only I told Sero what Kami told us then none of this would have happened. Kami would be happy and wouldn't give a shit about what his parents said because he would have been happy with Sero. But no. I didn't tell the blind fucker. This is my fault...

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Word count: 854
If you feel suicidal then contact one of the numbers in the first chapter.
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