Dear baby
I thought that I should tell you about the day that I had to say goodbye to you. From the time I woke up to the time I fell asleep I was sad. I walked into the clinic and a nurse called me in to talk to me. She mentioned other options I had and told me that I should make sure I knew what I was doing. She talked about the procedure and said it was safe. After the procedure was done I felt empty but a slight feeling of relief. My mother told me about how I didn't talk the whole car ride and just cried silently. I would constantly think about how life would've been for you if I had you, but I thought about it through rose colored glasses and not how it would really be.
