Chapter 20

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Y/N POV

We eventually got on the plame as we sat down. We were in economy class as I was sitting next to Jisoo while Rosé at next to her. I was already regretting going on here.

My phone started ringing and it showed Taehyung's ID. Jisoo looked at the phone before turning away to Rosé. I answered the phone and heard an unusual voice.

"Hello? Who the hell this?" I heard a girl speak on the phone. My head was filled with confusion as I paused for a second.

"Y/N. Why?" I asked curious to hear why she is scolding me.

"Why is this saved as 'My Hubby' with hearts?" I paused for a second thinking who this random girl was.

"Who is this?" I asked avoiding her question and I hear an annoyed groan on the other end.

"I'm his girlfriend who are you?" I heard her say bitchily. I froze as those words came through the phone.

"J-Just a friend." I said hanging up the phone. My hands were shaking as I looked outside the window to see the plane now moving slowly. My eyes felt hot as I was trying to hold back my tears while bitting my lips to stop the sadness but it was no use.

Tears were rushing down onto my cheeks as I acted like I was rubbing my eye to dry them. My whimpers were something I couldn't control; my breathing was sharp.

I looked over to see Jisoo on her phone playing games as her fingers were moving fast. She looked over at me, but I quickly look away and I knew she knew something was up with me.

But she did nothing to comfort me...

I felt somewhat worse because she wasn't comforting me. She knew and didn't do jack shit. I don't blame her though, but she can't blame me for choosing him.

I was looking outside again to see were above the clouds and ocean heading to L.A. I felt something warm on my hand as I looked down to see Jisoo holding it while scrolling through Instagram without looking at me. She looked at me and her eyes saddened. She put my head on her shoulder as I sobbed quietly wetting her shirt with my tears but she didn't mud at all.

"He cheated. H-He cheated..." I said as I felt her head turn to the side and kiss my forehead.

"It's okay, you didn't look good with him anyway. You're too good for him." Jisoo said petting my head now off her phone. We didn't disturb the sleeping Rosie next to her though after all my commotion.

"I-I don't like this world..." I said and she squeezes my head a bit hurting me. Why are they the only people that are able to hurt me? This is which craft.

"Don't say that. Forget about that douche. We're here. Though the past was hard we've grown to be better." I heard her say. I nodded my head while laughing weakly.

"Sure... sure..." I said closing my eyes as more tears escaped. I couldn't stop crying though I was being comforted though I did feel at least a bit better.

"That means my d-dream meant n-nothing. My future with h-him." I said choking on my tears.

"That dream wasn't supposed to come true anyway. Because we love you more than he ever could. I love you more than he ever could." Her words made me happy as I had a smile curl up on my tear stained face.

"I'm sure you do."
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I felt a nudge as my eyes were open and heavy. I looked around me and see Jisoo point at the food in front of me.

"Thanks." I said and I picked at the food not really craving anything.

"I've been meaning to ask you Y/N. Why do you need those pills?" Rosé asked munching on her food with full cheeks.

"I-Oh I, u-um, just vitamins." I stutter laughing nervously. She stared at me and I knew she didn't believe what I said.

"Yeah... no. What are they?" Rosé asked me once more and I felt cold sweats run down my neck.

"Never mind." I said taking out the bottle and shaking a pill into my hand. I put it into my mouth and gulped it down with the water I was given.

Chae snatches the bottle out of my hands and Jisoo seemed pretty surprised and almost spat out her water.

"From Dahyun..." They both looked at me and I laughed nervously.

"I swear she's just helping me. Give it back." I said and Chae didn't listen as she opened the bottle and peered inside. It showed red capsules as she looked at me weirdly.

"Okay weirdo." She said giving me back my pills. I only had a few left and I knew I was going to need real blood at least once for this trip.

'Please let me survive this trip!'

A/N
I don't wanna go back to school.
:,( ✌🏻

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