My Bully Falls for me !?![Jimin(BTS) FF] ✅

Chapter 18

Sometimes , people will look down on you and it is for no reason at all. They beat you down until you feel like you're hopeless. They will do everything to tear your hopes and dreams down. They leave you with nothing but a feeling of hoping hopelessly. Every tear you shed is their 10% of happiness. They want to see you suffer . They need you to suffer so that they can feel better about themselves. When they get what they want , they think they are in control of you.

What is wrong with me ? The question that has never been answered. I just can't explain what I am feeling emotionally , mentally and physically. I'm just tired from all this. I want it all to stop. I just want him and I far away from the problems I created. I want to be in his arms and I want him to tell me everything is okay and that he'll love me forever. But here I am , feeling so betrayed.

I have been ignoring he's calls and messages. I look down at my phone. I gave out a heavy sigh when I read the notifications on my phone. Everything in me told me to go home , hug him and fucking kiss him but I pushed those feelings away.

20 missed calls from chimchim 💖
26 messages from chimchim 💖

I was so foolish. How could I be this stupid ? How did I let him manipulate me like that ? How did I not read in between the lies ? how ? It was because I was desperate. Desperate for his attention. Desperate for his touch. Desperate to hear his voice again. I was so desperate for him.

As I look at the bottle filled with white , I thought to myself. How did I ended up in this situation ? the feeling of sadness was being painted all over my body , my body fell into the depths that the sheets offered. My body gave up strength and laid there effortlessly.

" how could you do this to me ? "

Am I not good enough ? Have I failed to be a good girlfriend ? Did I not make him feel happy ? What did I do ? Am I a burden to he's life ? or is it just me ? does he not love me anymore ?

I stared at the ceiling fan as it spins rapidly. I could feel the tears flowing down my cheeks one by one , forming a pool that's been soaked into the bedsheets. How pathetic. I was weak. I was vulnerable. Everything came crashing down. He broke me..again.

" Do I stay or leave ? "

and I knew...my heart knew the answer to the question.

and I'm never coming back.

- End Of Book -

A/ N : Thank you for supporting this book because 25.7k is unbelievable . I know y'all are thinking , what kind of ending is that bitch ? But listen , I have a surprise coming soon ! I'm sorry for not updating often but hey ! I'm fucking back and I'll reveal the surprise soon ! But for now , ciao ciao !! 💗