It's been a few weeks now I thought that ignoring him was the best idea for me right now, I have been talking to him but only small talk and if it's needed. He has been trying to talk to me more than what we do but I just can't bring myself to do it still hurts and it feel almost impossible.
Friday
1:00pmI had woken up from my nap I didn't go to school today due to being unwell Lisa did ask if I wanted her to say home to look after me but I told her I'd be fine and she doesn't have to.
I started to feel hungry so I decided to go get something I hadn't eaten in two days so I was quite excited about feeling hungry.I started walking downstairs towards the kitchen and started looking for something I could eat. I stumbled across ingredients to make kimchi I decided to make that that. I got everything out and was about to prepare it when I heard
???: shouldn't you be resting?
It caused me to jump and turn around and there's Jungkook standing against the door frame I was shocked and confused as to why he was home so early.
Y/n: w-what are you doing here? schools not over yet.
Jungkook: I know and I didn't go.
Y/n: why?
He starts to walk over to the counter so now he was across from me just standing staring with a blank expression and his arms crossed. I stare back I tried not to I felt intimidated by him. Somehow I felt like time had stoped he was making me nervous my heart was beating so loud I was convinced he could hear it.
Jungkook: Lisa didn't feel comfortable leaving you alone so I offended to stay and look after you.
Y/n: I don't need looked after.
Jungkook: usually I'd believe that but this time it's kinda hard when you keep vomiting, passing out and taking temperatures
Y/n:okay fine.
Jungkook: so how about you sit down and let me do that.
Y/n: no chance you can help but I wanna cook it just try not to get in my way.
I He reluctantly agreed and we cooked and talked I felt so nervous and awkward it was like the first day we met all over again. Once we had finished cooking I got a plate and started to walk away to my bed room.
Jungkook: Y/n wait!
Y/n: what?
Jungkook: is everything okay? You haven't really been talking to anyone..
Y/n: w-why do you care?
Jungkook: because I want to and I'm worried
I was taken aback by what he had said I looked up and as a looked back down all I could do was let out a week laugh.
Y/n: your worried? Well you don't need to worry..
I started walking away again it felt like my heart sank and tears started to fill my eyes "he's worried" yeah I'm sure he is I reached the bottom step and heard.
Jungkook: Y/n please I just want answers we never talk or hang out anymore..
Y/n: yeah? Well that makes to of us Jungkook but I don't think now is the right time.
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Why do you care? || J.J.K. ||
FanficThis is my first story I just want to say that this story contains acts of self- harm and mental health issues just in case you are easily triggered or sensitive to that kind of content