Teacher's pet (Tododeku)

Stupid and Anxious

Izuku's POV
Kacchan is coming back.KACCAHN IS COMING BACK.Who knew 3 weeks could pass by so quickly?My anxiety took over ever since I was reminded the other day that Kacchan would come back...and to top it off my relationship with him is...shallow.What hurts me more is that deep down their still is a part of me that still loves...him.Tears flow through my eyes as I think that...how could I?...Why would I...even consider this.Why? I was snapped out of my thought when my alarm rang telling me it was time to get up, which was easier since I woke up 2 hours earlier, searching my mind to find something that could calm the anxious feelings that felt like they were about to explode.I sighed and tried to think of the Now part of the day and try to keep going forward, besides I only have about 2 classes with Kacchan. I sighed in defeat, knowing there wouldn't be a way for me to avoid him.

I feel so stupid and anxious

I thought as I walked down stairs to see my mother cooking an omelette.I breathed in the smell as I went down to the kitchen.

"Good morning mom,"I said tiredly realizing quickly that it was probably a bad idea that I woke up so early without trying to get anymore sleep.

"Oh my Izuku, you look horrible!Are you sure you should be going to school, you look tired, honey,"she remarked making me shake my head in disapproval

"No, I'll be fine mom,"I protest, not wanting to miss anymore work that I already have by not being at school for weeks.I looked at the time to see it was 10 past 7 meaning I was about to be late!I gasped surprised at the time and ran to the door, as I quickly put my shoes on, my mother put the finished omelette away, ready to be eaten at a later date.

"Thanks mom, Bye,"I say as I rush out the door, as I hear my mom say bye I smiled...a real smile.

Time skip(to lunch)

I walked through the already silent and empty halls as I walked to my tutoring room to get tutored by Todoroki.As I walked further through the halls I heard what seemed like an argument.I walked toward the voices only to see Todoroki getting pinned to the wall by an angry Kacchan, and after I realized what was happening something clicked in my brain.Next thing I know is that I'm running toward the scene ready to punch the blonde in the face. I felt anger running through me like a bullet as I slammed my fist toward the surprised blonde's face.After that it seemed like he flew across the hall after the impact. I basically fell to my knees as I tried holding myself back from hurting the blonde any further and I could tell both the males were surprised by my actions.

GET AWAY BAKUGO!!"I yelled making the blonde surprised at me not saying his nickname.I clenched my teeth trying to get rid of the flowing anger that I couldn't control.Kacchan of all people touching..the one I love.Maybe I felt angry because I didn't for one want the pain he brought me to go to Shoto but most of all...I HATED the thought of him hurting Shoto.I growled angrily at the shocked Bakugo.

"Leave.NOW!"I urged the blond with clenched teeth.After a few seconds he left in a run.I stood up slightly stumbling, before leaning on the wall and without realizing it...I was shaking.Tears slid down my face as I slid my body down the cold wall.

What did I do?

Why am I shaking?

What dose Shoto think?

I shivered as all those questions poured into my mind but only one stood out from all the rest.

Dose Shoto hate me?