Trance ~Shinso x reader~

training camp

Time skip

Y/N's P.O.V

"Midoriya! Wanna group up? It looks like everyone else already has one and we're the only ones left." I asked. He turned to look at me and nodded. We patiently waited for our turn until I sniffed the air. "Do you smell that? It smells like chemicals and fire." I asked Midoriya. He tilted his head and smelled the air before looking at the trees. "The forest...it's burning!" I said. While everyone was busy freaking out, Midoriya was having a flashback, like always. "Mandalay! I know where he is!" Midoriya suddenly said. Then I thought back to the kid that hated heroes that was Mandalay's nephew. Midoriya ran towards some mountains. I caught up to him. "I'm helping too!" I said. He nodded and we got there just in time. I saw this dude in a huge cloak sneaking up on the kid. I jumped in the way, back facing cloaked dude and protected the boy with my fire wings. The man revealed himself, and that's when I knew the kid was going to have a panic attack. That man I know for a fact killed this kid's parents. Heck, I babysat Kota sometimes. Of course I would know! Midoriya tried punching the guy, but it did nothing. "Kota, run. Run as far as you can. Run until you find Mr. Aizawa or your aunt. Midoriya and I will catch up with you later-" I was cut off by the man picking me up by the arm. "LET ME GO!" I yelled. I activated my quirk and gave him an uppercut. He dropped me and I looked back. Kota was still there. "Kota, can you move?!" I asked him. He didn't respond. He was scared. I hugged him tightly. Kota pried me off of him and shot a tiny stream of water at the villain. My eyes widened. The villain got way too pissed. "SHAGIKAWA! GO! TAKE KOTA WITH YOU! I CAN HANDLE THIS MYSELF!" Midoriya yelled. I nodded. "Alright, but I'm coming back for you!" I yelled back. I jumped off the mountain with him in my arms and flew to where we last saw Mandalay. I landed right in front of her. "Mandalay! I got him!" I told her. Thanked me. "These villains.....they're here for a student named Katsuki Bakugo. They apparently also have some sort of hit list that all of us are on. Please, tell the rest of us this information and allow us to fight. I gotta go." I said. Before she could say anything though, I flew back to Midoriya.

Time skip...

We all ran as fast as we could. We saw him being taken away. If I didn't burn my skin, and if Midoriya had more control, we would've had a better chance to save him. I looked over to see Kirishima crying. I patted his back. "I know. He was your best friend, my childhood friend, and our classmate. This must be really hard for you." I said. He higged me tightly and cried into my shoulder.

A few days later at home

I heard a knock on the door. I opened it and saw Kirishima with his hair down and looking terrible. "Come inside, Kiri, I can make you some tea. My brother's working, so we have some time to talk." I said. I let him in and he sat down on the couch with beer and soda stains from my brother's 21st birthday. I handed him some jasmine tea with honey in it and gave him a spare blanket. "I lost all my confidence. I want to die. Life isn't worth living anymore. I lost a person I love a lot. I want someone to kill-" "Please stop." I cut him off. "I know it's hard, but don't go that far. You'll end up like me. Covered in cuts and regret that you didn't save them. After my sister's death, I had the same thoughts, I even tried to kill myself dozens of times, please. I beg you. Don't end up like me. Let me show you something." I said. I walked over to my dresser and pulled out all of my suicide notes. I picked the one with the least amount of information and handed it to him.

Dear brother,

I have decided to end my life. After Asami's death I can't help but blame myself. After all the trauma I've gone through because of that horrid man I used to call my father, I can't look in the mirror and see a happy girl. All I see is him smiling and mother crying and throwing stuff at me. I hope you know this isn't your fault, I may seem selfish, but I'm doing this because of the burden I am to you. To midoriya, I'm sorry. When I'm gone, people will bully you again and again, but I know you can become a hero, no mater what people say. It's unfair that Bakugo bullies you, but you need to stay strong. Keigo will most likely tell everyone what I've went through, so there's no point in explaining. To Bakugo, I know we don't get along that well, but just know that I appreciate you. Stop bullying Midoriya, he doesn't deserve it. Tell your mom that she was more of a mother than mine, and that I thought of her, your dad, and you as a second family for me. Just know that I accept you even if you're gay, and that I hope you find a perfect boyfriend for you. I saw Asami die. I saw her get killed by them, I was standing right there and all I have to remember her by are her old phone and her own headphone merchandise. I never got to tell her that day that she was legendary. I never got to tell her that I love her. The last time we spoke was an arguement. I deserve to die.

Your sister, 

Y/N Shagikawa

"What happened to you?" he asked me. "I'll tell you after we save him. We need to visit Midoriya in the hospital and talk to him about it. I'll give you some better clothes and I'll do your hair, okay?" I asked him. He nodded and I gave him a makeover.