Figuring out the Bad boy // Shawn Mendes

Chapter 13

I'm so tired omgg

I hate school so muchh

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I woke up with puffed up red eyes. I looked around the room to find shawn. He wasn't there, but there was a note taped onto the door. 'I didn't want to wake you up! Skip you're classes..it's okay. ~Shawn'.

I found myself smiling at the note. I looked over to my clock. Woah, it's 1pm. Well I woke up late. I checked my phone, there was a message from Brooke.

Brooke: you left early?

I texted back.

Me: yeah..I'll explain later.

Instead of texting me, she gave me a call.

"Hello?"

"Hey.." My voice cracked.

"I'm coming over."

"No Brooke it's-"

She cut me off, "I'm coming over." She then hung up.

A few minutes later there was a knock at the door, it was Brooke. "Fuck, you poor thing!" She closed the door and pulled me into a hug. I sobbed on her shoulder. "Everything's just so bad Brooke." I cried. She patted my back and lead me to my bed.

"Tell me exactly what happened." She told me.

I told her what happened.

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"Wait..so first of all you kissed Shawn? And you liked it?!?! Second of all Chris just randomly started sleeping with girls?!"

"I know..it's stupid."

"Yes it's stupid! Did you at least call Chris?" She asked. I shook my head.

She sighed, "you don't like Shawn do you?" She asked.

"Fuck no! Ew! Oh my gosh! It was just one kiss!" I explained.

The door knob turned, Shawn entered. "Oh hey....Brazil? Yeah Brazil! Hey Brazil! And Faith..." He said awkwardly. "Shut up Shawn." Brooke told him. "Oops, sorry Brazil." He smirked.

I buried my face into the pillows. I didn't want him to see my crying. "Faith, I gotta go I have a date with Taylor..sorry."

"It's okay..go have fun." I said quietly.

"Bye." She kissed my forehead and left.

I heard the door open then close. "Uhm..are you..um..okay?" Shawn said awkwardly.

I shook my head. "Does it look like I'm okay?"

"No." He chuckled.

"Go away, I need to call Chris."

"You're still gonna beg him to come back? Wowww. Someone's desperate." He laughed.

"Shut up!" I threw a pillow at him.

"I'll leave..I'll leave."

He left the room, I dialed Chris' number. He wouldn't pick up. I decided to go to his room. Instead of showering and everything I just combed my hair and put it into a high pony tail. I walked over to his dorm room and knocked on the door. "Who is ittt." Chris groaned. I knew that if I said it was me he wouldn't open the door. So I just knocked again. There was a silence then he finally opened the door.

"Crap." He said when he saw me. He was about the close the door, but I stuck my foot inside so he couldn't. "What." He said harshly. "I wanna talk." I held back my tears. "I don't want to talk." He replied. "Well I do so stop being an ass and let me in."