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I'm quite bored, so why not a chapter?
Let's get started, shall we?
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Shawn's POV (wait, what)
"So, Shawn what are we doing?" Ainsley said coming and almost sitting on Faith's bed.
"Don't sit on her damn bed" I warned.
She walked over to sit next to me "You can sit on the damn ground, don't get your dirty body anywhere near my bed and her bed" I said.
"Sorry, jeez. Are you on your man period?" She asked. Is she fucking stupid? Guys don't get periods, or even 'guy periods', what even.
"Guy period? Are you for real?" I asked and she nodded her head smacking her gum "Holy fuck. Spit out that fucking gum!" I said way to loudly. "Sorry godda-" I paused her right in the middle of her sentence.
"Get the fuck the out" I said. She looked at me with lost eyes, "You heard me, get the fuck out!" I yelled.
She got up and opened the door and stood in the door frame, making me get up and go to her, "Shawn deal is off," She told me. "It never worked" I stated. "Um yes it did!" She started.
"Look, it didn't work at all! She didn't get fucking jealous! She doesn't even care because she 'loves' Chris!" I said, wanting to cry, what a guy can cry.
"Shawn, calm down. Just wait till she actually sees what he is, just wait and she'll come crawling to you" Ainsley said.
"Yeah yeah, so deal is off? I'll give you your money for being my girlfriend" I said and stuffed my hands into my pockets for her eighty dollars.
"Yeah, deal is off! And thanks" She said after I gave it to her, I mumbled and 'your welcome' and hoping she will leave "Wait do you know Cameron?" She asked. I nodded "Can you talk to him for me?" I nodded again, like I'm actually going to talk to Cam about Ainsley.
"Can you leave now?" I asked politely. She gave me a warm half smile and left. That's it, I need peace and quiet.
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It was already 8 o'clock and I've slept for the whole day and no Faith.
I just noticed something. I fucked up with Faith, real bad. If I wasn't so mean to her on the first day and was nice, we could have been friends and then she'll have fallen for me. And, if I didn't let her go, because I obviously did if she went to go date a fucking douche bag. She's just his next fucking victim, his next fucking slut, his next fucking bitch, his next fucking broken hearted her, his next fucking new chance. Man, why'd did I have to let her go?
I shrugged off my thoughts and put on my shoes and my jacket. I'm going to walk around the quad and maybe it will help me sort out my thoughts. Jesus I need help, because she's making me lose my mind.
I walked downstairs and out of the dorm. The cold breeze hit my face and I did notice that the snow melted, I wonder if Faith likes snow. SHAWN STOP THINKING ABOUT FAITH JESUS CHRIST.
I walked out to the quad and sat down on a ledge, while watching a guy get a girl and failing miserably, she walked away, yet he chased her.
I was quite bored but this was sorting out my thoughts.
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Figuring out the Bad boy // Shawn Mendes
Fanfiction"Shawn..how come you never tell me anything? I always have to ask when I want to know something.." "You can ask me anything, and I'll tell you." "Why don't you tell me yourself?" "I want you to take the time to figure me out." He told me.
