Part 1 "Mike"

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My name is Joey. And life is fine right now, I just came out to all of my friends about being a man who was Pansexual and It seems everybody is fine with it. Finally, I can be in love with somebody who I couldn't before because I was afraid of the judgment, and bullying.

The First Day.

It's English class first period. I don't think much of it, all I do is watch the clock slowly running down till I hear the bell ring. But while I was doing exactly that somebody catches my eye. Messy blonde hair and his beautiful blue eyes. I think I was in love! Then I recognized him, It was Mike. Someone I never really talked to or even looked at. But right now, I think he's the one. The bell rings. This confuses me, the last I checked the clock we still had about 45 minutes left of class, guess I was staring at him for that long. I hope he didn't see me. 

As everyone scattered out of the classroom I saw him ahead, walking all alone "this is the time to make a good first impression."  I thought to myself, so I walked up next to him. I said "hey" when he looked back he looked surprised! What was wrong, was it my face? but then I looked into his bright blue eyes and we locked eyes instantly. He stopped walking and said "hey." to me as well. I tried to open my mouth but the words just wouldn't come out so I just blushed and ran. "That went so terribly wrong! You're so stupid! He must think you're a weirdo! HE HATES YOU!" I thought to myself. But I couldn't just lose hope like that, I had to be strong. 

The day went on as normal, going through classes doing nothing for most of them. Except for Music class, I have always been interested in the art of Music and I'd play my guitar who I named Miguel all the time during break and lunchtimes when we were able to go outside. On the same day I made a fool out of myself I was playing my guitar at lunch. I was singing Autumn Leaves by Ed Sheeran then he walked over and he knew the words! We sang and laughed together I saved that moment in my heart that day. I really did love him, didn't I?

The day was almost over I was about to head home by bike then Mike stopped me. I kicked the stand on my bike and walked over to him. "I loved you're singing, It was beautiful," he said, I started blushing and mumbled softly "thanks..." Then I told him "I really gotta go, My mom gets real angry with me if I'm late. Sorry." He said he understood and I left. As I was riding home I thought to myself "I should've stayed and talked, I'm so stupid!" But I had to stay strong. For love.

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