I Wasn't The Right One.

Part 8 "Further"

The ride back to Minnesota has started. I'd fallen asleep over the sounds of loud laughing and noises from my van mates. But I did fall asleep, for a while.

The Nineteenth Day

I woke up. From the loud noises of laughing and shouting from everyone in my van, just like when I was waking up in my dorm. I was set next to Holly the whole ride back to the airport. We laughed at jokes Howard made the most and I think we really got to know each other during this trip. I never really talked or got to know Holly before this, which I think was a big mistake. She was funny, kind, and talked to me when I was feeling down. The rides were probably the best parts of the whole trip because we really got time to ourselves during them. We got to talk to each other and laugh together, it was great.

Finally, We arrive at the Airport. I don't see Mike anywhere! But before I got sad I felt a tug on my shoulder, I looked over and it was Holly. We really got closer over the trip, it was nice. She asked if I wanted to get some Dairy Queen with her I thought to myself, I do love Dairy Queen so being the thicc boy I am I accepted the kind request to get some Dairy Queen! When we were in line Holly asked me to spare her some change because she barely didn't have enough to get what she wanted. So I gave her a few bucks and we both were happy in the end. I got myself a scoop of cookies and cream and she got a scoop of chocolate ice cream. As we were walking back to our group we walked past Mike and Max. I waved at him and, HE DIDN'T EVEN GLANCE AT ME! I tried to stop but Holly made me keep walking. It was probably a good idea to keep walking, but it got me thinking. Did he already lose interest? Am I too clingy or annoying? Was it me, or him?

I continued walking with Holly until we got back to our group. Everyone had food, either sandwiches, chips, or ice cream like me and Holly. After we finished our foods and snacks we went to wait for the plane to get ready. While waiting I sat with one of my friends who was named Lila. She was feeling anxious so I let her sit close to me and in my arms to try and help her calm down. Some cucks saw this as us being a "couple" and told us to get a room. I laughed it off and told Lila it was fine, I was used to this happening. Every time I'd hang out, even just talk to someone of the opposite gender they'd joke about me. Even though they knew I wasn't straight they only made fun of when I was with someone of the opposite gender. Then finally after an hour of sitting with Lila in my arms we were allowed to board the plane! When we got on I fell asleep after about 45 minutes of listening to music. When I woke up we were already starting to land. Then we landed. Our parents were waiting at the airport, they asked me how the trip was! But I had already fallen asleep. Again.

I have to see him again, and get further.
For love,