It's been 4 years since the passing of Cameron, Leilani and Carlos. Milan hasn't been the same ever since.
That day changed her forever but what if everything was an illusion?
Is death a real factor or a smooth cover
"Milan over here" I turned around to get hit with continuous flashes of light coming towards my direction
"You look stunning" I smiled letting the paparazzi get good shots of me as I hid my nervousness.
It's been 3 months, 3 months too long.
I missed him and I hated it, he made me fucked up!
Tonight I'd be performing at the VMA'S awards and I didn't want any distractions and anything that could mess me up.
As I turned around one final time security escorted me to the back of the venue where I'd change into a different dress
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Scandalous was the best way I could describe the dress, elegant, classy and stunning.
As I made my way to come back inside of the venue I could see the place packed, seemed as if I was the last person to come inside. I could hear people chanting my name as I made my way towards my seating area and my heart stopped seeing sight of him.
I sat down close to him and we maintained a way of not talking, I wanted to! Especially after reading the letter he sent me a month ago I wanted to....
It was like he was a new man...
He respected my decisions and would support me every step of the way
Cameron turned his head facing me with a smile
"You look stunning love" he said smiling, I smiled back as my heart pounded thousands of times
"I could say the same" I said smiling
As moments went by and I won awards during the night it finally came time for my performance, I shook nervously but I knew I could do this as I always did before
Cameron's Pov
Becoming a changed man wasn't easy!
I needed time for myself which was something I didn't want, don't get me wrong my old side can come out any moment but this was the soft side I had to maintain
Watching Milan perform out there seemed so natural, it was amazing and indeed she was an amazing entertainer
"Cameron may you please come with us now" I nodded my head as I followed them to a different part of the stage. Milans performance had finished and when I found out she would be handed the vanguard michael Jackson award I wanted to be the one to appoint it to her
The lights came my way as I felt cameras on me and people cheering, in front of me was a screen that read words I could say, but I ignored it. I wanted this to come from my heart!
"It's my honour to appoint this award to Milan" I said turning around to see her standing there, she was slightly breathless from her performance and was gaining her breath back
