Galatfahmi

Chapter Seventeen- Setbacks

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NAINITAL

RAJVEER

His eyes stung. His breath hitched and shoulders slung down. Face devoid of any emotions and hair disshelved. His state was worse than Naina'.

She had gone away. She had left him at the door of hell where neither he could get entry nor run away. His feet would never help him too. Standing on door he was just soaking wet with sweat and bearing burns of his oqn deeds.

Karma is a bitch, isnt it!

Few months ago on the altar he the same captain rajveer Singh Shekhawat was hoping for sooner end of his infant marriage. And now when its all over between him amd Naina, he is hoping to go back. Go back to where all this started!

The day abhimanyu the leech offered him immoral. The day his blame was ahifted to her. His hate was born for her the same day.

Rajveer stopped his jeep.

The moment Naina sprinted away, the room turned haunted for him. He got scared. He ran away leaving everything behind. Naveen, If happened to see him, would have questioned. Annie too had her share of questions. But for Raj all those questions were fatal. He wanted to breathe in open hence discarded his path through choking cords hanging loose on his head.

But on Nainital Highway why he was still feleling sufficated! Why it was still clogged for him! Why His mind was still arpund her when he was far away!

He had been right all along...

Naina'd have her good night sleep but he would never. She'd released her grief but....he was now waist down deep into waters. And shore....he had no shore.

He slumped into his seat and let his head fall on the driving wheel. His body was tensed so was his mind.

Guilt was heavier than lead. It was able to drown him no matter who was his support!

Naina was not guilty. His heart had screamed time to times but those days his insecurities was winning over him.

Yes! Insecurities led him to this end where a silent treatment felt him under his belt. He was not at all guilty...no he was not. His past was responsible for all his vices. His actions had a base whose roots were long buried  in his isolated past.

He was made to learn not to belive women completely. Come on...He was the diatant one always and when he was able to overscome his less communication skills, Nandini's actions made him return back to his shell. He began to lessen his believe on women and let doubt creep there to make their place. His failed love life forced him to be what he was today.

Yes. Inside him there were so many broken panes. So they were able to tear the delicate thread of his marriage.

Raj started his jeep without having a slightest idea of where he had to go. He pressed accelator and let the jeep go. But soon he found himslef wandering in dark...seeking his lost torch.

Naina....

Only she was able to make him alive again. Only she.....

But....

But he was not able to face her..not after her truth came out and washed him over , dragged him to gulf and threw him into trench of mariana.  It was not as before...