LOVE ME AGAIN | J.J.K ✔

Chp 23

•Taehyung's P.O.V•

I saw Jungkook's diary today. He's been really quiet for two days now.

She disappeared into sparkling dust, I couldn't help but stare, while my world was falling apart.
It was my mistake, I miss her now.
Her smells awaken my soul,
I saw her, she isn't doing well without me.
Should I go back and forget her?
Couldn't she give me a chance?

I saw her fragileness, I saw her broken. She looked like a little angel, so tired, so done.
I never slept,
She was worth starting the whole night.
She was something I would cry for.

The way her eyes twinkled every time she smiled, the way wind would help me by removing the strands off her hair, revealing her beautiful face.

Now she is falling apart.
Am I too late?
What have I done to my love?

She is dying there in coldness until she became numb, so numb to chill my bones.
She made herself so cold, that my warmth doesn't seem to have any effect on her.
Yet she keeps living.
She kept breathing in the hardest times when I wasn't there to hold her, to tell her I am there,
When I wasn't.
How hard it must be for her to
Breathe every second.

Taehyung teared up, reading those lines, his heart ached. His slender fingers running through the words and curled up stiff paper because of tears.
He might have teared up writing this.

Taehyung turned the page, there was nothing, but a paper fell down from it.

I'm afraid to touch you again, my filthy hands might disappear you again.

Taehyung couldn't stop crying, just then there was a knock on the door, it was Jungkook with Jin, Jin made him feel better, they asked me if I want to join them. I calmly rejected and said I was sleepy, the night was hard. I had a really hard time sleeping, my mind only kept thinking about these two.
I hope I can bring them together.