I was broken and alone.
Tossed aside like a used battery.
Nobody wanted me and I was okay with it because now, I was used to it.
I was walking in the darkness with nothing to guide me.
An endless abyss of pain and loneliness.
Then you came.
You were like a light in the darkness.
You brought me out of a dark place.
You fixed me.
You showed me that there was a life for me above the pain and loneliness.
You were my light in the darkness.
You were my other half.
You gave me a meaning to life.
You opened me up to things I had never experienced.
You showed me how it felt to be appreciated.
You made my heart yearn for you so greatly it physically hurt being apart.
You broke down my walls.
You made me fall in love with you.
But I should never have let it happen.
I should have known.
Known that nothing good ever happens to me.
Known that even when it does the pain I feel isn't worth it.
You left.
No.
You didn't leave.
You were taken.
You left more broken than I had ever been.
The pain and loneliness rolled over me with the force of a tsunami.
You left with a piece of me that I could never get back.
I miss the way you looked at me like I was your world.
I miss your voice and the way it wrapped over me like a blanket.
I miss the way you held me so perfectly, like we were meant for each other.
I miss your touch and the way it spread over my skin and burned like a raging fire.
My life was meaningless once more.
But I guess it was my fault.
I should have known.
I should never have tried to hold on to something I knew I could never have.
It all leaves me wondering.
Being with you,
Was it worth it?
Was it worth the pain, loneliness and heartbreak?
That thought haunts me til now.
I'm sure the world is finally happy.
I've given up.
I can't take it anymore.
Being without you is the worst thing I've ever experienced.
I'd rather be dead than feel this pain.
Goodbye to the world.
Goodbye to the people who made me feel like life wasn't worth living.
Goodbye to the pain and loneliness.
With my dying breath I realize something.
It was worth it.
I'd go through this pain all over again just to meet you.
I smile as my heart stops beating and my breath ceases.
I don't feel the pain or loneliness anymore.
All I feel is peace.
I'm finally at peace.
I will finally be reunited with you.
My love.
Everything becomes dark.
But I will have you backs so it's worth it.
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