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scared

Buy I was scared because of the incident that happened years ago
Y/n:"i -I can't "
Jk:"dont you trust us noona "
Y/n:"no I do bu-"
I got cut of by the ringing of jk's phone he answered and we waited for him to finish then he hang up I excused myself to go to the toilet
Yg P. O.V
Jk:"RM wants us "
Th:"why"
Jk:"i don't know...but we better go "
Yg:"does he want me too"
Jk:"no hyung "
Yg:"ok I will stay for a while and I will come later "
They nodded and went out I want to stay with y/n,for a bit more after a while she came from the toilet
Y/n P.O.V
I came from the toilet and didn't see kookie and tahyung I saw yoongi staying with his eyes closed I started to stare at him for a while he is beautiful and my heart starting beating so fast then
Yg:"like what you see ha"
I started to plush so hard
Y/n:"uh ..no what a-are y-you talking about"
I smacked myself mentally because I stuttered really hard ughhhh I hate myself so much
Y/n:"where are kookie and tae "
Yg:"rm wants them so they went "
Y/n:"ok ..do you want to some where "
Yg:"ok but where "
Y/n:"it's a secret "
Y/n:"let's goooo"
I took his hand and went to my secret place no one have ever came here before I have a lot of secret places but this one is the closest to us right now and it held a lot of meaningful moments for me
Yg:"i am tired "
Y/n:"just a minute ..and we are here "

Yg:"wow this is amazing "
Y/n:"i know right "
Then I sat at the edge and looked at yoongi and motioned him to sit next to me
Yg:"no I am not going to sit at the edge "
Y/n:"dont worry u have done it thousand times ..come you can hold my hand "
Than I put my hand out for him he hesitated first but then took it I looked at the sky and took deep breath and closed my eyes
Y/n:"smell so good "
Yg:"what "
Y/n:"take a deep breath from the night and you will something relaxing"
Then he did the same
Yg:"you are right "
Yg:"how did you find this place "
At the thought of it I felt like crying
Y/n:"um .. Actually I didn't find my younger sister did "
Yg:"where is she "
I took a deep breath
Y/n:"do you want to know why I am scared to show you my powers "
Yoongi stayed quite for a bit
Yg:"i actually want to but if you don't want to tell me it's fine "
Y/n:"no .i- it's okay "
Yg P. O.V
She told me about her sister and it was an accident and she starting to cry and my heart broke
Y/n:"i am a monster a killed an innocent child for my selfish self "
Y/n:"i am a killer I -I killed her "
Yg:"no no your not it was an accident "
Y/n:"but I pushed her on the road I am a killer "
Really seeing her like it's killing me I hugged her really tight and said
Yg:"hey it's okay it's not your fault you didn't kill her OK"
She kept repeating that she killed her I took her face between my hands and said
Yg:"hey y/n,look at me "
She didn't look so I pushed her chin gently with my index finger
Yg:"you didn't kill her okay it was an accident okay now it's all okay I am here with you OK now stop crying please for me "
She hugged me
Y/n P.O.V
I hugged him
Y/n:"thank you "
I felt like their is a weight that was an my chest and now I let it go I am more than fine I feel I can live
Yg:"look she is with you "
Y/n:"uh .."
Then he broke the hug and looked at me
Yg:"she is here "
And he put his finger at my heart
Yg:"...and I know that she already forgave you okay"
I nodded then he took me in his arms and we stayed like that for a while
Y/n:"i guess we should go inside "
Yg:"ok let's go "
Then we went inside
Yg:"but you didn't tell me how did you discover this place "
Y/n:"i used to come with my sister when we were younger "
Yg:"oh ..okay"
Yg:"i guess I should go"
I looked at the clock and it was 1:00am
Y/n:"you can stay till the morning it's too late for you to go outside at this hour OK"
Yg:"ok"
Yg:"i will sleep at the couch "
Y/n:"no you are not going to "
Then he looked confused
Y/n:"well you are going to sleep at the bed next to me k"
Yg:"ok"
Y/n:"i am going to make ramen do you want some "
Yg:"okay..I am going to take a shower "
Y/n:"ok it's there"
I made ramen then looked behind me to find yoongi half dressed he doesn't have a shirt omg he soo hot hi abs I am burning right now I turned really fast
Y/n:"Why the hell aren't you wearing a shirt "
Yg:"haha your blushing "
Omg his is like music to my ears
Y/n:"i -i -iamnot "
Yg:"okay whatever do have a hoodie that fits me "
Y/n:"i don't know but I will try and find something "
I turned around and he has a gummy smile on his face he is like angel
Then I went to my room to find something I have over sized hoodies but I don't know if it will fit him I found this I hope it fit him

Y/n:"here "I handed the hoodie to him
Yg:"didnt you find else "
Y/n:"hey be great full"
Y/n:"can I turn now "
Yg:"yeah"
I turned and surprisingly it fitted him
Y/n:"not bad "
Yg:"do you think "
Y/n:"yeah look"
I took and we stood in front if the mirror then he looked at me I was so short beside him then we locked our eye contact together ...I looked away
Y/n:"lets go eat "
Then we ate I took a shower real which and changed

And went to the bed and put pillows between us
Yg:"you know i am not going to do anything "
Y/n:"just in case "
Yg P.O.V
I can't control myself her smell is so amazing I will try to sleep after a while I heard y/n,crying and said " I am sorry " I moved the pillows away and hugged her and patted her back then she relaxed a bit than I slept
The next day
I woke at screaming beside me I opened my eyes to see y/n,freaking out
Y/n:"did we -"
Yg:"hey relax a bit and stop shouting ".y/n:"ok what happened yesterday why did you hug me ".
Yg:"because you were crying "
I said truth fully
Y/NP.O.V
I was crying how come but he is telling the truth I can see it in his eyes
Y/n:"ok ..thank you "
Then I looked at the time and it was late I was late for my lecture
Y/n:"oh no I am late hurry up we have school let's go now "
Yg:"just 5min "
Y/n:"No wake up grand pa "
I jumped on the bed till I felt yoongi grab my hand and pull me down next to him then he hugged me and said ...