. . .

Sad Anime

Totally
not
crying
at
the
current
time.



Totally
not
feeling
like
shit.



Totally
not
considering
cutting
again.



Totally
doesn't
have
a
knife
infront
of
me
on
the
desk...



What am I talking about??

Of course I do!

I mean...

Why wouldn't I want to die..?

I watched a sad anime episode.

The girl is sick cause her aunt wants her to be skinny--much like how my dad wants me to look pretty.

The girl has a boyfriend who her aunt doesn't approve of--like how my parents don't like Timothy.

The girl has a best friend, a model like her, who she can only see--like how my parents don't approve of my friends.

The girl almost gets raped--like... I can't say anymore.

The girl commits suicide--like how I tried to commit... so... many... times...

I just can't.

I don't want to hurt anyone.

But its simple to say...

No one even cares if I die.

:)