Morphia

Dreadful

Hey thanks for taking the time to read my crappy story. That's the main protagonists eris.
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The beer tasted absolutely redundant but I continued to guzzle it Down despite hating the foul contents. Jesus why do I do this to myself. Hopping off the small wooden table that was placed in the center of the living room and tossing the empty beer can away whilst my friends slapped my back and shouted good job didn't appease the shit that was about to come out of my mouth. Like I said the beer was disgusting. The loud thumping music didn't help either fucking Rihanna reverberated through ought the huge house. The strobe lights that were placed in the middle of the room were blinding me so I decided to make a b line for the exit. I loved partying but tonight was not the night. "Eris my love my woman my wingman where do you think your going" David quirked up his left eyebrow whilst he studied me quizzical and obnoxious. He had thrown his huge arm over my shoulder when he saw me trying to leave this jackass, I shrugged him off and pushed him back. " what have I told you about personal space dick" he smelt like vodka and weed not that the smell of weed wasn't amazing just having him so dam close to me made me want to barf. Don't get me wrong he's my best friend hands down but like I said he's a jackass. " why do you look like your about to leave this amazing party"? Because I am now move out of the way. He looked around and then moved closer to me checking to make sure no one could here us but considering how crowded this dam place was, it was unlikely. "Marissa's outside by the fire place he nudged me and looked down with that annoying ass smirk of his pushing me towards the back door of the house". Pushing through sweaty bodies has never been something I liked but if it meant getting to see her tonight, I was ready to dive through. He laughed and I could faintly hear him through the music but I had already made it to the door and pushed my self outside. The cold air hit me immediately dam should have brought my coat. The sky was dark but the bonfire in the center of the yard illuminated the are. There was a small wood bench placed next to the pile of burning wood and tiki torches surrounding it. Who ever lived here had style. After looking around, I spotted her. Jesus. Not to be cliche are anything but when I tell you she was stunning well that would be a understatement. See I've know the famous Marissa for about 3 years now and not once has she ever glanced at me. And I'm well me so that says a lot. She was everything I could ever want and more. Her beautiful brown hair was in a tight ponytail and her lips looked red from the cold weather slightly chapped but nonetheless ever so kissable. Light skin contrasted with rosy cheeks and small dimples on her chin made Marissa her ever so beautiful self. I took a deep breath and trudged my way over to the bench she sat on. Taking my place by the bonfire, she barely glanced at me see what I mean. Not to be cocky are anything but hey I'm admirable I mean who doesn't love a bad ass. I smiled at my inner thoughts and gazed up at the sky. The stars shone bright under the nights veil. It wasn't as crowded outside as it was inside though which was rather nice. I glanced at marissa and all her attention was focused on Armon fucking Miles. See because I'm always watching her, I know things. Like how she's always watching that asswipe. I mean come on he's a dude for Christ sake what's more to say. I huffed and it didn't do anything to gain her attention. The boy who I so loathe had approached us slowly red cup filled with what I'd assume was liquor in hand, he shuffled next to Marissa and her already rosy cheeks heated up to a beat red color. God fucking dam it. He smiled showing off his pearly whites and swept he's black hair to the side. Would you like to dance? His gaze was focused on Marissa so he didn't see me burning holes in the side of his head ,i cannot stand Armon fucking Miles. And of course she nodded quickly and chuckled that sexy chuckle and rises up to take his big rough hand. They walked off like fucking fairies in love whilst I sat on the bench and wallowed in hate. Reaching for my back pocket and pulling out a joint was the only solution to my current problem. Welp guess I'll just go, hopping off the bench and scurrying out over the side gate so David wouldn't harass me to stay again. I gained some odd looks from bystanders as I hoped the fence even though there was a door to my left. Fuckers should mind their own business I huffed jingling my motorcycles keys. The last thing I saw before pulling out of the parking lot was Marissa the love of my life and I mean that, holding hands with that mountain of a man
. Winter breaks over and I'll be able to see her everyday in class just the thought made me speed off home just to get some rest so I wouldn't be late to any of the classes I had with her tomorrow. Mark my words junior year will be different.