Morphia

Winter bliss

That's Marissa guys😁

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By the Time I made it home, It's was
1:30 am and the only thing on my mind was Marissa. It had been around 2 hours since I last so the girl yet she was all I could think about. Jesus I swore I'd back off by senior year I will get that girl. Walking into my home, it was dark the only light on was the porch light and all that did was attract moths not light up the dark.
Considering I'd chugged enough alcohol to kill a small panther, let's just say my coordination wasn't on par with my usual self. To be honest , I don't even know how I made it home. Stumbling through the house as quickly and quietly as I could as to not wake my parents, I reached my room. Letting out a deep puff of air I had been holding in whilst plopping on my bed. I was beyond exhausted so I made sure my alarm was on then tossed my phone as I fell into a deep slumber.

A small buzz awoke me whilst there was barely any sign of a hangover, my head still pounded. Maybe it was because I haven't been to school in a while with winter break and all. Scurrying out of my bed after prolonging the unavoidable to make sure I wasn't late wasn't a easy task.  I decided to grab some breakfast my dad had prepared on the way out making me around 5 minutes late even on my motorcycle. First period was mrs. Hodges and the woman simply despised me. Me and David usually cause a disturbance with our bickering and all and she seems to think I'm the root of all evil because of it. Well fuck that hag. I still made sure to walk a little faster as to not be too late I didn't want to hear her mouth this morning. Patting down my pockets, I realized I left my gum at home and that's the only thing that gets me through the day. Two quick knocks echoed against the empty corridor as I waited patiently for the door to be opened. Shit it was cold even inside i could sorta see my breath.
The old hag opened the door and glared. "Eris, she quirked a smile a quit menacing one at that, and told me to sit in the front row " fuck she got me. Not in the mood to argue, I dragged my booted feet and sat at in the desk. It was snowing outside and I was closest to the window so my attention was mainly focused on the white wonder world. A voice so eloquent so smooth yet raspy at the same time whispered in my ear breath hot," isnt it pretty"turning my head only to be met with that chestnut gaze that made my heart melt her lips plump and ever so close to me quirked up into a charming smile. Jesus fucking Christ. I think I might pass out. Inhaling and exhaling has become difficult my lungs icy. Her smile faded slowly I wasn't responding to her at all maybe she thought I didn't want to speak. Suddenly her attention was focused on Mrs Hodges I had been dismissed dam it. Leaning back in my chair as I studied her profile. I just can't seem to understand how someone can be so utterly beautiful. " quit pretty indeed" I muttered gaining her attention. She looked back smiled and nodded. Welp that's a start.
This had to be the first time since 9th grade that she's acknowledged me.
The bell suddenly rang and Everyone shuffled out of the classroom ready to be away from mrs Hodges evil claws. My next class was p.e and how I loathed p.e I just don't see the point in the curriculum. This time I was early I decided to take a seat on the bleachers as the rest of the class scurried inside. The coach yelled about hard work and exercise whilst I examined the rest of the class. The only friends I have are David and Lillian, Lillian's one of my closest friends but she was a senior so we rarely had any classes together. The teacher droned on and on and I had enough, sneaking under the bleachers gap, I made my way to the outside parking lot around the corner to the public restrooms. I wouldn't get caught because my teacher wouldn't notice I had even left. I circled around the bathrooms to the woods and sat down gazing at the icy snow that soaked through my pants. Sighing in relief this was relaxing. I pulled out the small joint I had saved for later and lit it letting the fire burn my lungs and causing my lips to become chapped. Suddenly a small couch was Heard from next to me. Looking over, Marissa stood in all her glory. She examined me this was our second encounter today and I was heating up like someone had lit a fire underneath my skin. She stared for a second whilst I in embarrassment hid the joint around my back. She pursed her lips and spoke "mind if I join you?" I was shocked really and again to awestruck to fucking talk. I jerked my head in a hurried yes and she came and plopped down next to me. I must be on crack because she's talking to me right now. I have to get my shit together I've dated many girls and I've never faltered like this before. I had completely forgot about the joint I had in my hand all my attention was taken by her. Her eyes trailed down to my hand, " you smoke cigarettes" her face crinkled up it was quit cute. I chuckled husky because of the cold, "no it's a joint". She tilted her head in confusion before it clicked and her mouth formed a o shape. Gathering all the courage I had I asked " what are you doing skipping class your the last person I expect to skip". Well " she muttered "I have a free period so your right I'd never skip class". I smiled god she's so cute. Gaining a little more confidence back, I lifted the joint to my lips and took a deep hit. She gazed for a moment her eyes never leaving the smoke. It was around 9:30 3rd block started in about 15 minutes. The sun was barely up so it was sorta dark but the little bit of sunlight that was out hit Marissas face and made her look so dam soft. Her eyes are so dam pretty. She broke her stare glancing at me and smiling a little bit then looking off into the direction footsteps were coming from. Before I had time to pluck the joint away, a teacher walked up to us and I was caught red handed. The teacher refused to believe that Marissa hadn't smoked the joint and sentenced both of us to Saturday detention. Fuck I felt so bad Marissa looked hurt and once dismissed to our 3rd block, she hurriedly left. Fuck I muttered as I walked away, she'll probably never speak to me again.
Lunch came around pretty soon and I had yet to see Marissa again. I took my seat next to David and Lillian in the cafeteria, my group of friends were known to cause trouble. Small things like pulling the fire alarm are spray painting billy Anderson's locker he was a huge douche. Lillian looked up at me through her long blonde lashes and her gaze hardened. "ERIS!, she all but screamed in my dam ear. " why do you have detention Saturday, I sighed why does she even know this. " I got caught smoking behind the stalls". Lillian pouted we were supposed to go to the lake Saturday night dick face. I chuckled of course it had completely slipped my mind. She nudged me and kept her hand on my arm, gazing at me with an annoyed look, me and Lillian have always had a touchy friendship we just loved being in contact with one another. David gagged whilst looking at us " I'm disgusted he snorted with a small smirk ,"to think my friends would decline me the touch of their lovely lady hands" we chuckled and Lillian gagged at David with a small smile playing on her lips.
A rumble of laughs could be heard across the cafeteria, Janet the head cheerleader of our wonderful school marwood high was surrounded by her loyal slaves as they laughed at her jokes. Idiots I muttered, I glanced to the side of the to see Armon fucking Miles chatting up Marissa. I'll kill him. He had his arm around her shoulder and yet again her cheeks were set aflame by the young men's antics. They were so cute it made me want to barf. The bell rang ending lunch, David smacked my head and jetted out of the cafeteria with Lillian to avoid my physical rebute. Bastard I huffed making my way to class.