Will You Be Mine

Chapter-14

Sanjana's Pov:

"Wait I will help you" He said placing his hands on my shoulder and helped me to sit straight.

"Thank you" I replied with a little smile.

"Is it hurting more"he asked staring at the bandage around my waist.

"Yeah little bit" I replied and his face fell down with guilt.

Next few minutes none of us buzzed the other into a conversation but then I decided to ask him a question which is dancing on my lips but scaring to come out.

"Do you still love her" I finally let out those words out of my mouth.

"Love whom" He puzzled like he didn't get what I am speaking about.

"I heard you Arun, I heard those words you said when I was on the stretcher and thriving for life"I wishpered remembering those words he said.

"I lost her but I don't want to loose you Sanjana, please don't give up, please"His words still ringing in my ears.

I heard the fear of lossing me in his tone, his tears kissed my cheeks and I still feel the warmth of his hug when he carried me in his arms to the hospital.

I literally fought back with my death just to see those two strange eyes which always feel familiar to my heart.

"Did she looks beautiful "I posed another question when he kept silent ignoring my first one.

"You need to take rest,sleep for a while Sanjana"he replied getting up from the chair and grabbed my shoulders to let me laid down back.

"You still love her na" I asked holding his hand and staring straight into his eyes.

"Oh God what's your problem Sanjana,you need rest and why can't you understand that" He yelled and a shiver passed down my spine.

"I am sorry,I am so sorry, I don't want to yell at you but " He paused and stood there silently with his head hanging low.

"Actually I am sorry it's my mistake, I pisseed you off by asking your per..so..nal information" I said wiping those tears rushing down my cheeks.

"Yes she still holds a part of my heart", He wishpered choosing each and every word carefully.

"Describe her, I mean how she looks, her features, her attitude everything, I want to know Arun, just say something about her" I asked him, even though I have nothing to do with it.

I am feeling strange and restless since the moment my dumbstruck mind feeded the fact that there is someone else in his life prior me.

"She is the most beautiful girl I know since my childhood, her almond shaped eyes, silky long hair and that small mole she posses on her chin, you look more like her Sanjana,this mole on your chin it always reminds me of her"he wishpered sitting beside me and caressing the mole with his thumb finger.

I felt a pang in my heart when he compared me with her, I mean I felt like I had no identity of my own in his heart.

"Did You married me forcefully just because I look like her or else is there any other reason" I asked holding back my tears.

"Enough of this question and answers section,close your eyes and sleep, I will wait outside"he said breaking the eye contact.

"I know you don't want to share anything with me but atleast answer this question Arun, It's breaking my heart whenever I left without any answer"

"Please say that you love me as I am, please say that you don't married me to see her alive in me, ple..ase" I begged hugging him and crying like a baby in his arms. "

"Please don't cry Sanjana,I will definitely answer all of your questions once the right time arrived, now please stop crying" He wishpered in my ears hugging me tightly and patting on my back.

"Do you still feel this is not the right time Arun",Vikram entered the room making us attentive.

We both got seperated and Arun stood up composing himself.

"She took a bullet and witnessed the edges of death just because of us and do you still feel she have no right to know about you, know about us" He said placing his hand on Arun's shoulder.

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