it was a normal day like any other. i woke up, took clothes on, ate breakfast, brushed my teeth and went to school... or that was what i always dreamed about doing..but sadly it's not my reality, my reality is more like this: i wake up by my drunk dad walking into my room, and hitting me till i wake up, then he drags me into the bathroom, and watch me get ready, after that i run out of the house in fear.
When i finally reach the school and see him, my best friend, my everything, my boyfriend, Kim Nam-joon or as most of the world know him RM/Rap Monster. He's the one that give me hope for a brighter future, then what i see for myself right now. I never told him about what my dad does to me. Do i feel like i should? yes a 100% yes... but i never tell him.. because i'm scared of what my dad is gonna do too him if he tries to challenge him..
My name is Y/N, i'm 17 and as you may have found out now my dad abuse me. But sadly i can't tell anyone. it's not like i don't want to, i'm just afraid that if people end up knowing, they will do something bad to him, or worse he will do something to them. i'm good at hiding the bruises, nobody have ever seen them except for me, or once one of my best friends noticed it.. she asked me what is was... and the only thing that came to my mind was to say that RM made a hickey on my neck...she believed it..luckily. He's the only reason i'm still alive, i once considered ending it, but i didn't do it i just love him too much to do it. It would break his heart if i just ended up...dead.
My favorite time of the day is when i'm in school, not because of the teachers or the other students but because it's my free space for HIM...
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lost love
Fanficlove is like a flame...it keep on burning until....until it die's. that i learned the hard way... that day he walked out of the door with tears streaming down his face.. he wasn't even looking at me, he just turned and left...
