The sign
You take forever to text
But I reply straight away
Mainly because I'm on my phone 24/7 unless I'm sleepingBut yet as soon as I reply you text back minutes or days later
When you did text straight away was only short responses.
Gaming was more important
I was second choiceI got attached
I shouldn't have
You have songs on replay constantly
Just like you on my mindI hate it
But love itHaving so many people I could go to
But only want youYou made me feel loved
But then you didn'tMade me happy
Then only caused frustrationSaid you loved me
But never showed itI try to leave
But guilt tripped me to stayingMonths pass by
I finally set myself freeYes I cried over you
And I know you cried tooI cried too much in those months
More pain then joyGuess I was good at faking like you were good at pretending
I focused on myself found my true me again
Wasn't sure about you
But I hope you did tooI'll move on.
And I know you will tooI know I was the first for most things
But you'll find the one for you and she'll finish the list of first time for everything.I wish I saw it sooner
Would've saved us both some timeWhat do I wish I saw?
The answer is the sign.
YOU ARE READING
Something different
PoetryHonestly not sure what this would be. But it's weird thoughts that come from the inside of my head.