Letting Go

Realization

When you have the feeling that no matter what you do will never be enough, it torments your entire body. It's pierces your heart in every direction and there's nothing you can do but pull them out one by one. And that's even if you want to pull them out! Because by pulling those spikes out of your heart, it means that you are moving on. That you're getting over that person. I'm not ready to pull them out, but I know I need to start getting ready for the pain of letting go.

Sitting at the lunch table, talking is so simple it seems. Being in a group with him is simple. There is nothing difficult about it. We laugh as a group and there's no cares in the world.

The bell rings. We get up and go to class together.

It's when we are alone that my feelings become troublesome.

Will smiles at me, "lunch was nice. don't you think?"

I look over at him, wrapping my textbook closer to my chest, "it's always nice. Having Layla, and summer, and Dean with us. Could it be anything but nice?"

He shrugs, "you never know, Skye... it could be a bad lunch." his blue eyes glisten slightly.

I look away, a curl falls across my face.

Will moves the curl behind my ear as we walk. "You could always pull your hair back. the boys love those green eyes of yours..."

"I could say the same to you Mr. blue eyed beauty," I roll my eyes at him, smirking. I ruffle his brown hair laughing as he frowns at me.

"You don't have to mess up the bangs you know." He straightens them up.

"Sure I do silly! It's my job to mess with you as your friend."

He shakes his head as he walks into the classroom.

I stop for a moment and watch him. It's always hard when it's just the two of us. Why does he have to be so wonderful to me? Sure he's not perfect, but he still is wonderful

A smack comes to the back of my head, knocking me out of my daydream. "Come on Skye! You're in lala land again! the bells about to ring!" Wills staring at me curiously.

I blink and look at him, "oh. Sorry. I'm coming."