Secrets 😯//Joanne

Part 4

*in English*
(Dianne's POV)
Joe was making me laugh and being really sweet this morning but when we got into English and he was with his mates he completely changed.
"Red hair. That's an interesting choice. It would look great on you jack. " the ginger boy said
"Shut up josh" jack said
"Feel bad for you Joseph. You've got to work with that freak." The one boy said. The one with the massive forehead
"Yay...lucky, lucky me" joe said which kind of hurt.

*Time skip to lunch*
I was so upset. Joe and his friends had been talking shit about me for the past few hours. I needed to see what was going on. I stormed over to joes table where he was with all his friends. I tapped him on the shoulder
"what's that freak doing here" josh said
"Oh I'm just here to figure out why the fuck you and your friends think it's okay to humiliate me and talk shit behind my back"
"We aren't talking behind your back. You could hear us. Dumb ass" Joe said
"Excuse me... okay just incase anyone is confused you asked me to work with you in english and you were really nice this morning"

"AND INCASE YOU'RE CONFUSED YOU HIT IN ME THIS MORNING. PRETENDING TO FALL WHEN ITS OBVIOUS YOU TRIED TO KISS ME AND IT JUST DIDN'T WORK."

"WHO THE FUCK DO YOU THINK I AM TO DO SOMETHING LIKE THAT. IM NOT A PRISSY LITTLE PRINCESS THAT TAKES PART IN FUCKING SCRABBLE CLUB"

"THATS INTERESTING. HOW MANY POINTS FOR THE WORD SLUT."

The whole cafeteria was now looking. I started to cry and run out onto the field...

"Dianne...DIANNE"
I just kept walking. I couldn't face joe right now.
"DIANNE WILL YOU JUST LISTEN TO ME!"
"WHAT JOE. WHAT DO YOU WANT TO SAY. ITS CLEAR ALL THAT THIS MORNIN WAS JUST AN ACT. WAS THIS YOUR PLAN ALL ALONG. TO BECOME MY FRIEND AT FIRST SO THAT IT HURT MORE WHEN YOU HUMILIATED ME IN FRONT OF EVERYONE. YOU'RE A NASTY PIECE OF WORK JUST LIKE YOUR BOYBAND. JUST LEAVE ME ALONE" I sobbed
"Dianne please... my friends aren't like you. They don't have everything handed to them on a silver platter. Neither do I. I might be a dickhead when I'm with my mates but I'm not really like that. It's all show okay. You're not the one who's parents are in the middle of a divorce. You're not the one who could lose one of your parents because adults are more immature that Children!"
"You know what your right. I'm not that person because I lost my parents because of a STUPID rebellious mistake okay. I don't have ANYONE. YOUR LIFE ISN'T HARD. YOU'RE NOT LIVING ALONE. YOU'RE NOT BASICALLY A VICTIM OF RAPE. YOU'RE NOT THE ONE WHOS TRYING TO PAY BILLS AND FOOD SHOP WITH MONEY FROM BENEFITS ALL WHILST TRYING TO LOOK AFTER A CHILD!" I sobbed
I instantly regretted saying that. Nobody was meant to know. And of all people it was Joe Sugg who knew. I'm so fucked. He's gonna tell everyone and it's gonna happen again.
"W-what did you say"
"Nothing. Just please leave me alone" I cried
I went to turn to leave but joe grabbed my arm and pulled me back
"Dianne...I'm so sorry" tears brewed in his eyes
"Yeah so am I" I whispered then I walked away...