Monoma..? (7)

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(This might get dark..)

Deku has added shinso, ojiro, Bakugo, kirishima, Todoroki Uraraka, Tsu and Mina to a private chat

Deku has names the private chat 'serious express'

Deku: guys..?

Todoroki: whats wrong?

Bakugo: should I be concerned?

Kirishima: Bakugo looks worried

Bakugo: think about it
Deku made a private chat
Named it serious express
And none of us have our goofy chat names

Tsu: now I'm worried kero

Uraraka: whats wrong deku?

Mina: guys I'm scared, I just passed Midoriyas dorm and he's crying while Todorokis comforting him with tears in his eyes

Deku; I'm fine now it's just...

Todoroki: take your time izuku this is a lot and you just found out so your going to feel awful

Deku: everyone stay quiet and nobody respond until I say I'm done telling the story got it?

Mina: yea

Uraraka: of course

Tsu: yup kero

Todoroki: mhm

Shinso: okay

Ojiro: ...sure I'm very concerned tho

Bakugo: ok

Kirishima: ocourse man

Deku: okay this is really dark so if you think you can't handle it leave now

Deku: everyone good?

Deku: Kay, What im about to say does not leave this chat room

Deku: only you guys need to know since we only need a small group of people to understand

Deku: it's about monoma...

Deku: kendo and tetsutetsu already know and asked me to tell a few people so monoma has some friends in 1-A and doesn't feel like shit

Deku: anyways here's what happened-
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I was on the roof at lunch because I had planned to paint as it was a stressful day and I didn't want to be panicked and not able to sleep or properly function
When I got to the rooftop monoma was there
He was crying and holding something
I obviously didn't want to leave him alone so I called his name to get his attention
He slowly turned his head to look at me and it looked like he'd been crying for hours I swear I was sick to my stomach at how fragile and broken he looked
I dropped the canvas and water colours I was holding and ran over, I didn't give a shit about the painting anymore I only saw somebody who needed to be saved
He seemed so upset and confused that I was being nice to him
I hugged him and told him to tell me what was wrong
He looked me dead in the eyes and said
'Why would you care? I'm an asshole nobody likes me I'm better off gone'
I hugged him again and told him I do care and I understand how he's feeling
He moved his hand and put something in my hand
It was a bottle of fucking pills..
He told me he didn't trust himself and I should take them from me
He told me that his father is abusive and addicted to drinking alcohol like its goddamn water
Apparently he didn't like the fact he was gay and would beat and threaten him
He used anger and hate as a mask like kacchan does sometimes
The only difference is kacchan had support and he's seeing a therapist to get better
Monoma has nobody and told me he feels disgusting
He told me he has a crush on two guys and that he doesn't feel that he deserves to be here..
Guys... if I never went up to the roof-
he....,
Monoma would've fucking killed himself...

Mina: oh my god...

Deku: guys I don't know what to do..
I feel so fucking bad now

Bakugo: ...is this my fault?
I- I've always told him he's an asshole and to smarten up or nobody will like him....
Did I almost make somebody kill themselves?

Kirishima: Kat it's not all your fault

Bakugo: I- I need a sec

Bakugo has gone offline

Kirishima has gone offline

Shinso: oh my god.. where is he now?

Deku: hes in my dorm with me and Todoroki, he's asleep right now kendo and T.T (tetsutetsu) just left we cant leave him alone right now

Ojiro: this is very concerning
Shinso I'll come with you

Shinso: Kay meet me at Midoriyas dorm

Shinso and ojiro have gone offline

Mina: I feel awful, all those pranks we pulled..

Tsu: Urarakas crying and cant come to the phone right now so could you remove her from the chat

Deku: sure

Deku has removed Uraraka from the chat

Tsu: thank you midoriya

Tsu has gone offline

Mina: ...I-
I have to go

Mina has gone offline

Todoroki has gone offline

Deku has closed the private chat
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(1-A public chat)

Pikabishh: anybody have any idea why Mina won't come out of her room?

Tape: no but neither will bakubro..
Kirishima is with him
I think he might be crying?

God: Midoriya and Todoroki have locked themselves in his dorm and kendo just left with TT they looked like they had been crying

Invisaqueen: Tsu just carried a crying Uraraka to her dorm room.. guys what's going on?

Imnotafurry: I know what's happening but I was asked not to tell anyone
Guys.. it's bad

104%.TierD: me and ojiro are in Midoriyas room right now with Todoroki and Someone else who I can't name

Sinnomonroll: please don't ask questions but Uraraka Tsu sho bakugo kirishima Mina ojiro Shinso and I won't be in class tomorrow

Sinnomonroll and eight others have gone offline

Tape: he just called Bakugo by his last name...

DisappointedMother: guys I'm very concerned

God: scratch concerned I'm fucking scared

Tape: we can ask them about it later for now let's give them space

Pikabishh: agreed

Cawcawkillme: I will tell Aizawa sensei they will be absent tomorrow

Invisaqueen: alright... I hope minas okay.. she seemed so upset when I knocked

DisappointedMother: let's talk about this later, for now everyone who is up for it can come to the common room for movie night I have some comedy's to watch

God: me and kyoka will be there

Tape: same with me and kami cya there


(1011 words holy shit this got dark..)

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