HªTER // Why Dont We

"The Dairy"

Zach's POV

'Dairy Of Bright'

"Ok, how do i start this, today is a ok day, yesterday was by far the worst though, I was at the 'Why Don't We' house and it went pretty bad. Daniel James Seavey was giving me Love lessons and i completely hated it, i don't need to learn about something so stupid right now. I told him that i didn't want to be there and he said i was complicated, i mean, yeah i am. He then got mad i think and he said i don't have feelings, that hurt so much, that made me cry my life out, not because it was a lie but because my dad once told me that, we were arguing and he was drunk, very, he said i was a disappointment and thats why it hurt sooo much, i didn't think i would hear those words ever again, but i did. By Daniel, It hurt so bad, i do have feelings, so many that i cant even count them, if that's possible, the day after i was with my brother, i was currently writing this, and Carl was talking with Zach Herron, Zach had asked me if i was okay after the day before with Daniel and i said i was even though i wasn't, i lied, but whats new, i always lie, im a good liar, i don't like sharing my feelings with anybody at all, they have to be the best ever for me to do that, but thats just that, and tbh, Daniel was the first boy that made me cry that day, and i will never forgive him, ever.

Brightly

"Fuck, so this is how she feels?" I said lowly and took a picture before i left with Carl