the never ending nightmare (shisa fanfic)

The stress game

 

A/N: SO i haven't uploaded in a really long time because of school and homework but i am trying to uploaded at least once or twice a month so yh BTW this chapter took me a really long time to write and is properly one of the most sad/down to heart chapter i have ever written. this chapter means a lot to me..

lisa's pov:

i lay ed in bed not wanting to close my eyes scared that something would happen to me to my family and mostly important to Shane.... the fear of being watched by a person    not knowing what they were going to do and when they would attack haunted me. soon daylight resided and i was still there wide a wake like a crazy person suddenly there was a long warm arm raped around my waist (i tuned around in shook)

Shane's pov:

"morning my little lisbug you OK you look kinda scared and worried " i gave Lisa a kiss on the head  and leaned my forehead in to hers "you know if there's something wrong you know I'm hear for you you don't have to keep it inside i will always be  here for you no mater what. i love you and never forget that" i said and place a warm settle kiss ageist her soft bare skin and pulled her in for a cuddle

Lisa pov:

"i know..i know'  soon our eyes met i  couldn't stop staring at him his soft blue  beautiful eyes  shining like the stars not wanting to look away and it didn't help that he was shirtless exposing his soft   hairy chest  he pulled me in for a cuddle as my face touched his warm body shivers went down my back  i didn't want this moment to end  i really didn't 

( 4 hours later )

Lisa's pov: 

i was under so much stress due to my cuddle session with Shane i was completely off schedule i needed to write 4 scrips by tomorrow for my theater kids i needed to film  several videos for my YouTube channel do the voice over for today's daily vlog and edit 4 video by  today to upload tomorrow and it was already 9:00pm i was not in a good mood 

Shane's pov:

it was getting late  and me and Lisa have not eaten yet so i decide to ask Lisa if you wanted to go out for dinner i walked in to the office "hey wanna go out for dinner"

Lisa pov: 

would out thinking i turned around and shouted "DOSE IT LOOK LIKE I HAVE TIME TO EAT DOSE IT LOOK LIKE I'M DONE WITH MY WORK!"  and suddenly a frown appeared on his face "oh I'm  sorry Shane i didn't mean to shout at you like that I'm I'm sorry..

Shane's pov:

no its okay well um.. I'm going out to get food.. i left the house with out saying a word

Lisa's pov: 

"what have i just done i just shouted at my boyfriend for doing nothing whats wrong with me" all this is making me so stress suddenly i feel to the floor it felt like there were 100 voices in my head so much to deal with so much to do then the joey thing came in to my head what am i doing i  ran to the bathroom and crawled in to a ball on the floor crying and shaking i got up and open the draw  and grabbed a  shiny old friend i guess its game over....