'Why isn't he home?' I questioned myself. It was already 3 in the morning and Yoongi wasn't home. He has been coming home later and later each night. Deep down in my stomach I had a really bad feeling about this, I love him. I love Yoongi so much, but lately, things haven't been going well. He doesn't give me those sweet morning kisses or back hugs anymore.
Hell he doesn't even say 'I love you' anymore! I felt tears sting my eyes. Lately this is how I've been spending my nights. Crying and waiting for him to come home. I looked around our room and my eyes landed on my phone. I opened it to see my background. It was a picture Yoongi and I took on our first date 3 years ago. I smiled but it was short lived. The horrible thoughts I had suppressed for months now bubbled towards the surface. 'He probably doesn't love you. He's gotten bored of you.' I had to call him. I needed to convince myself that I was wrong.
Just as I was about to dial his number, I got a call from TaeTae. "Hello?" I answered
"Jimin.." the sound of his voice was really worrying. He seemed hesitant about something.
" TaeTae, is something wrong?" I questioned. My heart felt heavy in my chest and my mind was rushing with thoughts.
"Jimin, I'm so sorry" he said. His voice was tight and sad
" What?" I asked. My mind was running wild. I was confused as to why Taehyung has called me. Not only that, but he was apologizing.
"Jimin, I ...was at the studio and..." he hesitated. " I saw Yoongi hyung with a girl. They were in the studio. and they seemed to be really close." I could hear my heart drop and shatter to a million pieces.
" w-what? " I managed with a really weak and fragile voice. My eyes began to water and my mind went blank. Through the silence I hear my own breathing and my heart hammering in my chest.
"Im really sorry jimin" I heard Tae speak and I was knocked into realization. I began to cry uncontrollably. My breath leaving quicker than I could catch it. My eyes got blurry and I was shaking really badly. "Jimin?Jimin! are you okay? Jimin answer me! damn. I going to your place Jimin hold on!" and then the line went dead. It was getting harder to breath.
It hurt to breath. My lungs burned and they felt so small that even the tinniest of breathes burned. I tried to stay awake but even felt like a difficult task. My heart was beating loudly in my chest. I heard the loud hammering of blood in my ears.
' I told you' came a voice in my head. I couldnt do anything but listen to it while suffering. Why didnt I catch it sooner? The way he would always smell of perfume and sweat when he got home. How his hair was always messy and how he was always to tiered for me. I heard the sound of someone banging on the door. I looked up and tried with all that I could to move. All of a sudden I hear the door being kicked in. I tried to move but the pounding in my head stoped me. My eyes became really blurry. "Jimin!" I heard someone call my name but it sounded so far away. "ta.....ung" was all I managed to say before everything went black.
Taehyung's pov
When I got to the apartment that Jimin and Yoongi hyung live in. I quickly tried to open the door only to find it locked "damn!" I swore and began to slam my body against the door. I gave up after the third time and just kicked it open. "JIMIN!" I shouted and I was greeted with whimpers and quick breathes . "ta....ung" was the small reply I got and I quickly ran towards the sound.
I rushed through the small apartment to the bedroom. I found Jimin on the ground of his bed room curled in a very painful position and face red. Panic rushed through me as it appeared that jimin wasn't breathing. I knelt next to his body and put his back on my knees. I lowered my head to his chest and heard his heart beating. The beats decreasing by the second. I pulled my phone out and called for an ambulance quickly. In just a few minutes they arrived. "Im sorry sir only family members can enter the ambulance with the patient." one of the paramedics said.
"What do you mean I can't go with him?! He's my best friend!" I yelled. "Im sorry sir those are the rules he said and closed the door and drove off. I huffed in annoyance and anger and rushed towards the bus stop to get to the hospital.
Yoongi's pov
'I really dont want to deal with jimin right now.' I thought to myself as I walked up the stairs to our apartment. when I got there I noticed that the door was kicked open. Worry was starting to settle in as I walked in. The room was messy. "Jimin?" I called but was greeted by silence. "Jimin!" I called out louder but I only heard my own voice followed by silence. I pulled out my phone and called him. I heard it ring in our room. I ran in the direction of the sound, only to find it empty. I picked up his phone and declined the call.
I then called Jin hyung. "Hello?" he said on the other side.
"Hyung have you seen Jimin?" I asked.
"No. Why did something happen?" he questioned. I heard the sound of voices talking softly in the background.
"I dont know " I said trying to keep my voice even.
" MIN YOONGI I SWEAR IF MY JIMINNIE IS HURT-" I hung up. I called everyone else and they all said they hadn't seen Jimin. Worry was starting to grow in my stomach until I called Taehyung.
"What do you want?" came the disrespectful answer. I could hear both anger and annoyance in his tone.
"You little shit. Do you know where jimin is?" I asked, my voice cold and neutral, despite the anger and worry I felt.
"So now you care!? leave him alone" I heard him shout, before line went dead. I tried calling him again but he had blocked me.
What the hell?
