I'm Sorry:2

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Jimin's pov

      I heard a loud beeping noise around me. My body felt heavy and sore. Whatever I was laying on was really hard and uncomfortable. I open my eyes only to close them again. The bright lights in the white room burned my eyes.

I groaned slightly. "Jimin, are you awake?" I heard someone ask. It was a familiar voice. A voice I had grown up with. I turn towards the voice and saw Taehyung . His brown hair was a mess. He wore a gray sweater with his glasses. I smiled up at him from the white bed. He smiled back at me. The door opened and in came jungkook with a green hoodie and black pants. I didn't need to look down to know he was wearing timberlands.

He looked at me worry in his eyes. I smiled at him and I could see the worry lessen. "Are you ok?" he asked. I nodded at him and we began to talk. They asked my a few questions, mostly if I was well and I would ask them of their relationship. Jungkook and TaeTae had been dating for half a year now. And it was all because of me. Taehyung was always so scared to ask him out and it was the same with Jungkook. So I asked them to hang out with me on a beautiful day and then canceled.

  I texted both of them and told them to confess and they did. At the same time too. I will never forget their smiles when they told me.

     "Jimin, do you want us to tell the others about yesterday?" Taehyung asked. I looked at him and thought about it. They would all hate yoongi hyung and I really don't want that. I shook my head. "Its ok TaeTae." I said. He looked hesitant and them smiled at me. The doctor came and the happy aura was gone. The look in his eyes wasn't really happy. "Mr.Park Jimin," he said. "We cheecked your results and I have good and bad news." he said. My heart was racing, Tae and Jungkook looked at me worried. We were all scared until Tae said" can we hear the good news?"

The doctor nodded " The  good news it that you may go home later today." he said. "The bad news is, while we were checking for the reason as to why you collapsed, we also found that you have asthma. We checked your record and it said you had an asthma attack when you were yonger?" he asked and I simply nodded my head. Tae turned towards me. Worry laced in his eyes. "We already went ahead and sent 3 inhalers to the pharmacy for you to pick up when you can. I nodded again and with that the doctor left.

"You never told me you had an asthma attack when you were younger." Tae said a bit of anger in his voice. Jungkook heard it too and  he put his hand on his shoulder.

" I had forgotten, I was only 5 and I really thought I had out-grown it." I said. Tae sighed and shook his head. I knew he was upset but he didn't question me further.

" Well at least now we know." he sighed.

     After we got out of the hospital, I realized, I had nowhere to go and all of my belongings were in yoongi's apartment. I had stopped walking all of a sudden. Jungkook seemed to notice and he turned towards me."Hyung, Is something wrong?"

" All of my things are in yoongi- hyungs house." I said and Tae turned around at the mention of his name "You can stay with me until you can find a place for yourself." Tae said. " I can go and get your things for you."

I smiled really wide at him " Is that ok? Are you sure?" I asked.

" Of course Jimin ." he smiled his boxy smile and Jungkook smile at him. My heart fluttered and hurt watching them. I remember when I used to be happy with yoongi. I shook my head and we began walking to the Pharmacy.  We picked up my inhalers and began to head back to Tae's place. Jungkook held Tae's hand tightly. I smiled and memories began flooding my head. It felt like just yesterday Yoongi's and I held hands and kissed. I felt myself becoming emotional and so I quickly shook my head to get rid of the beautiful and painful memories. I walked behind them and smiled at them. They look so happy .

        When we got to Tae's house he opened the door and let us in. We entered the living room and sat down on the couches he had. He offered us water which I gladly took.  We talked about how we were going to take my things from Yoongi's place and where I would be staying. "I have a suitcase in my closet" I said.

"Ok I can use that" Tae said standing up and putting on his coat. "I'll go too!" Jungkook said standing as well. Taehyung turned towards me as if asking if jungkook could go. I smiled nodding my head. "Yay!" Jungkook said excitedly. Putting on his jacket Jungkook and Taehyung were off. I sighed and checked the time. It was around noon. Yoongi is usually at work by now.

Taehyung's pov

   

     When we got to yoongi's place I noticed the door was still broken from yesterday. Jungkook takes my arm and we make our way in.

  We make our way through the living room and into jimin's room. I make my way to  his closet and take the large black luggage bag and lay it on the bed. I open it and jungkook and I begin to neatly but quickly put jimin's belongings into the bag not forgetting his phone and charger that were on the ground. "Is that it?" I asked out loud. we took one last look at the room and made our way to the front door when yoongi came in.

"What are you doing" he said in a almost deadly tone. His clothes were a mess and he was holding a coffee cup.

"We were just picking somethings up." I replied looking him dead in the eyes.

  "What exactly?" He questioned in that same deadly tone. I couldn't stand him at the moment. Everything about him made my blood boil with rage.

"Nothing that concerns you"I said plainly.

" If its in my house I think it does" He replied. I was ready to give him a large unwanted pice of my mind but Jungkook beat me to it. "Someone asked us to get something from Jimin's room" I turned to look at him and his eyes widened slightly as he realized he only made it worse. "What do you need from Jimin's room." His voice gave off an even more dangerous tone. I rolled my eyes and looked at him.

"Jimin asked us to get a few things for him." I said really annoyed. I really wanted to just throw onto the floor and beat him senseless.

"Where is he" he asked his voice held no emotion. Not wanting to respond to his question I took jungkook's hand and raised the bag. I pushed through him and we began to run. Yoongi chased us for a few minutes yelling swears at us. He gave up after a while and we just ran home.

     We came in and were greeted by the wonderful smell of food. We took off our coats and dropped jimin's  bag. We walked quickly to the kitchen where Jimin was setting the table with the most delicious food. He looked up at us and smiled. "FOOD" jungkook and I shouted at the same time. We sat down, thanked jimin for the food and began to eat.

We began to talk and somehow got into a conversation about if spiders cried when one of them dies. "I feel like they do. I mean, they are really small so we don't see their tears but I say  that they do." I said stating what I thought. Both Jimin and Jungkook looked at me before they broke out laughing. It has been a while since Jimin had smiled I could tell. It made me really happy knowing that I can at least distract him from what happened with yoongi.

      After finishing our meal, Jimin began to unpack the clothes and things we brought him.

Jinim's pov

       As I was unpacking I caught a glance at myself on a mirror in the corner. I noticed how fat I was. My cheeks were big chubby and puffy. No wonder yoongi did what he did. I am disgusting. Im ugly, Im fat. All these ugly thoughts had rushed into my head. My eyes watered.

" No more fat foods for you, no. No food at all. You are going to stop eating. You'll dance, you will lose all this disgusting appearance no matter what." I told myself lowly in order for jungkook and tae not to hear me. I whipe my tears away and finish unpacking and I lay on my bed.

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