Mafia ~ l.s .ddlb

Chapter 28!

Harry was sound asleep so he didn't hear it happen. After several of hours Louis finally calmed down and cleaned the glass up. The butler came into the kitchen and helped him. The butler got the glass out of his hand and bandage up. "Don't speak about this to harry. Understood?" Louis says as he looked at the butler with puffy red eyes. "Yes master Louis." Louis went into the living room and sat in a chair was next to the couch that Harry slept on. "I'm sorry my love. I fail in protecting you." Louis whispered as a final tear slide down his Rosy cheek. he fell asleep that night with the voice talking to him negatively.

The next morning Louis was already cooking breakfast for everyone. Niall and Liam was with Harry talking and having fun.

Louis took a deep breath and grabbed the plates and walked towards the boys but they were piping hot and he dropped everything.. Louis gasped "Oh.. n-no " he whimpered

Harry got up a little quick "Baby it's okay , it's okay "

The butler helped clean up

"Mm sorry , do everything wrong all time .. m-my fault you got s-shot all me " Louis sobbed and breathed heavy. "AHH!!!!" Louis screamed out crying causing the room to silent. He couldn't breathe.

Harry try to confront him but Louis pushed him away. "Baby it's okay." Harry says trying to get to him but Louis kept scooting backwards. "Liam can you take care of him? I can't reach right now." Liam nods and went Louis and picked him up and went into another empty room which was the calming room. Where the boys could vent out their anger or what ever dangerous feeling.

"Hey hey little one come on shhh shh everything's gonna be alright I promise you " Liam soothed

Louis sobbed "But Louis hear b-bad voices in head saying stuff, I bad and it my fault that Harry got shot ." Louis cried and cried until he had no strength and tears to cry.

Liam rubbed his back softly "Listen those voices in your head they are there because you keep thinking about thing , overthinking your mind is playing tricks with you. It is not your fault Louis I promise you , you've been through a lot and I think you need some help from a therapist just get you back on top little man ." Liam kissed his head

Louis listened to Liam's words and wiped his face . "Mm so sorry li li y-your right And and I'll get some help."

Louis hugged him tightly "W-want Harry now "

"He's come now sweet pea "

Liam took Louis back downstairs and into the Livingroom. Louis went to harry and crawled on to the couch and hugged Harry tightly. Harry hugged back rubbing Louis back. "It's okay. It's okay. Liam what did he say?" Harry asked. Liam shook his head as he looked at harry with concern. "He's need serious help Harry. He said he hears voices in his head."

Harry nods as he held Louis. Through out the day Louis was still really distance from everyone and would break down a couple times. Louis was on the sofa that was next to the couch where Harry was laying on. He had fallen asleep with a deep frown as he was in distraught. Harry was on his laptop signing Louis and himself up for a therapy session next week. Especially for Louis since he's hearing voices and not being himself. "I hope this works for you my baby." Harry talked out loud looking up from the screen to his lover. Louis Tomlinson.

Louis breathed in and out slowly as he slept, he was curled up on the sofa. Harry watched him smiling a bit , he walked towards him and picked him but groaned forgetting about his healing wound. But Louis was light as a feather so it got easier as he walked towards the stairs and up to their bedroom. He shut the door with his foot and laid him in bed. Harry took his shirt off looking at the bandage on his chest.

Louis woke up a little looking at harry back and then at harry through the mirror seeing the bandages. "Did you care me in here Harry?" He asked with his voice a little deeper and rougher from all the crying and sleep. "Yeah I did. You wasn't that heavy. Don't worry." Harry respond as he crawled into the bed and lay next to Louis rubbing his cheek gently.  "What does the voices says?" Harry asked gently as he stare into Louis eyes. Louis stiffen from the question before relaxing a little as he looked into Harry eyes. "They say it's my fault that you got hurt. Saying I should die because I caused to much harm. Saying to make the pain go away draw blood from wrist till I feel happy. Well some sort of happiness." Louis says with a emotionless voice as he smiled slightly but Harry was hurt by the small.

Harry let a tear slip but Harry was quick to wipe it away. He leaned down and kissed Louis lips. "If you ever feel you need to self harm please come to me first so we can talk about it , I wouldn't want you to hurt yourself my darling." Harry said grabbing his hands and kissing each wrist. Louis just starred in aw.

"Louis need l-love " Louis said

Harry knew what he meant , so he leaned down kissing Louis passionately. There clothes were taken off gently and they made love slowly. Harry thrusted slowly into Louis, "Ugh h-Harry " he moaned gripping his back softly. They let out breathy moans. Harry groaned moving faster. "Louis f-fuck!" Harry moaned kissing over Louis chest. Harry and Louis came at the same time , Harry came inside Louis and the both collapsed gently.

Louis panted heavily against Harry chest. "I might get pregnant again." Louis says in his chest. "That's okay. I'm going to be here to take care of you and our child." Harry says holding Louis close. "I promise.

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The next day Louis was on the couch with Harry behind as he watch over his shoulder. Louis was play a video game on the iPad. He was very distracted from his thoughts and voices.

Harry noticed straight away "Hey hey darling it's okay " Harry kissed against his neck calming him down. "Let's make this day about us , just the two of us."