Tay POV
Date Night Cont.
"Damn, well I honestly don't care ma," Trey said.
I was in shock. I thought this nigga was just going to say deuces and disappear. But i was wrong.
After he realized I was in a state of shock he told me, " Like I Want you so bad, I'd raise your child as if it were my own, ma.," he took a deep breath and continued," I can see us having a future and I know we just met but I like you, a lot and I'm willing to do anything to keep you in my life. I always wanted a son to play football with cause my dad never did it with me. Even if its a girl I want a little princess for everyday I can prove to her that she is just as beautiful as her mother and she deserves the world. I'm willing to be a father to kids that aren't mine as long as you're mine."
By the time he was done I was bawling. He is so sweet to me and I guess after having many heart breaks, I deserve something good. He is that goodness and he makes me happy. Something I haven't felt in a while. But I'm scared. I can't do this.
I gathered myself together and took the napkin and dried my tears. I stood up to walk away but he grabbed me.
"Where you going ma didn't you hear what I just said?"
I couldn't look at him. Cause when I do I let my guard down and his eyes make me feel like he sees my soul.
I shook my head yes still avoiding contact.
He took his hand and pulled my chin up slowly. I looked everywhere but in his eyes. He wasn't going to get me today. No buddy.
"Look at me," he ordered, with so much authority that I felt like I had no choice. I obeyed.
We stared in each others eyes and with no words physically spoken, our eyes told it all. We leaned in and kissed and I swear I felt the completeness. The kiss was filled with so much passion.
I kissed him for all the times my heart was broken. For all the times my kindness was abused. For every thing I ever went through. I laid it all on his lips. But most importantly I kissed him because I wanted to. I needed it. I craved it.
I was looking towards the future and I definitely see him in it. For life ? I don't know that yet but I'm willing to find out.
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Trey POV
"Where you going ma didn't you hear what I just said?" I asked her. She shook her head. Df is a head shake?
She looked like she was leaving or running away from me, so I grabbed her.
She wasn't looking at me and I wanted to know why. I was feeling some type of way. Like damn is a nigga ugly? Nope, that can't be it.
So I took her chin and pulled her face up to look at me. This girl looking everywhere else but at me. I was low key mad.
"Look at me," i ordered, with a lot of bass in my voice. I scared my damn self but she listened. Yeah she knew who her daddy is.
We stared in each others eyes and didn't speak. We knew it all. I leaned in and kissed her. Man I nigga had butterflies. I'm really feeling this girl and I'll be damned if I let her get away from me.
She kissed me back and you could tell she been through a lot. She was crying and shit while we was kissing but that's okay. Cause she wifey and imma be there to wipe every tear.
I want to know who her baby daddy is so I can tell him he lost a great girl man.
We went inside my house and she asked if she could stay the night. I told her yes. I don't expect to get none and I'm not that kind of guy so I slept in the guest room. But before I went to sleep she wanted to shower so I gave her one of my t shirts and boxers and knocked out.