Taylor (Tay) POV
"Just let me make love to you one more time," Joshua breathlessly stated.
I was at a loss for words. Although, he cheated on me with my sister, I seriously contemplated giving in to his lustful persona.
Is it wrong of me to still want him? Four long years of being with him. Four years of catering to his every need. My body longed for his touch, for our bodies to be in sync. No matter how he betrayed me, I still love him. Part of me is telling me to yell at him and beat him, then send him on his way. However, the other part of me desired to take every inch of his clothing off and fuck him until I couldn't anymore.
Me being so naive to this man, giving him a hold over my soul causes me to forgive the unforgiven. I so badly wanted to say no but his hazel eyes stared into the very depths of me and I felt myself giving in.
"Okay," I whispered. It was barely audible but I know he heard. Joshua picked me up bridal style and carried me to our room, but after today my room.
Upon entering the room he threw me on the bed and I saw a flash of need come on his face. His dick was slowly growing as he took my small silhouette in. He slipped of my already undone robe and threw it to the other side of the room. Never once breaking eye contact. I wanted to tell him to stop but I couldn't form the words.
If we never click emotionally, we clicked sexually and that's how we ended every argument or the fact that we can't express our love for each other because there was none. Just sex.
He kissed me with so much electrifying passion that caused me to become instantly wet. He moved to my neck and sucked, bit, and kissed it so tenderly but with force; I was surely going to have a hickey in the morning.
He looked up at me for a brief moment before taking my left breast in his awaiting mouth. The pleasure I was receiving was better than the pain in my heart from his continuous infidelities. He inserted his fingers in to my wetness, causing me to arch my back.
As his mouth moved lower he tongued my pussy while still moving in and out with his finger. I felt my orgasm approaching and he knew it to. Joshua and I know each others bodies as if it were our own and that makes him a good lover.
"Mmm, Josh baby I'm cumming," I moaned. Just as I was about to get my release he removed his tongue and fingers, leaving me in shock.
"Not yet baby, let's come together," he said. He then placed his dick at my entrance and rubbed it up and down in a teasing matter.
"Just stic-," I was cut off by his thrust into me without warning.
"Damn, baby your so tight why did I mess up?," he asked. I ignored his question simply because I didn't want to think or talk about it and ruin the moment.
We continued and his thrusts got faster. Causing me to moan so loud I'm sure the neighbors heard. His eleven inches were pumping inside me I thought my insides were about to come out.
Slowly but surely my orgasm was building up and his was too. I could tell by the way he scrunches up his forehead and bites his bottom lip.
"Tay I'm coming," he said. "Me too," I replied. Then and there we came together for the last time and it was at that moment I realized we didn't use a condom.
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Joshua POV
I can't believe I betrayed her after these four years. I mean yeah I cheated on her numerous times but she doesn't need to know that. Taylor is so naive she'll believe me if I said aliens are coming. I don't love her never did she just got some bomb ass pussy.
I'm 6'4 , light skinned with tattoos everywhere. Brown eyes and big lips, with abs that'll make any female putty in my hands.
So, after Taylor let me hit I was on my way to her thot of a sister house, Mercedes. Mercedes pussy loose as fuck but her head game strong. I swear its like I be feeling like I'm about to levitate.
I pulled up to Mercedes house and jumped out. I didn't even have to knock she opened the door butt booty naked, she was ready. I just pushed her head down and she unzipped me, then got to work. My phone started ringing,
"Bitch, you guessed it!
Woo! You was right
Bitch, you guessed it!
Grah-Grah! Fuck nigga on sight"
"D-damn, hello?" I stuttered. Shorty sucking the skin off my dick.
"Josh, I over reacted let's work this out come home baby," Tay begged.
"Fuck," I moaned. Mercedez put my balls in her mouth. This hoe nasty.
"Josh? JOSH!? You there?," she asked. Damn Tay annoying as fuck.
"Can't you hear me trying to get my nut, bitch swerve," I told her. I watch Mercedes Bob her head up and down on my dick coating it with her saliva.
"How could you do this to me?," Tay cried on the phone. I just hung up and threw the phone on the couch. I'm not stressing nothing she'll call back. She always does.
"You like this daddy, don't worry about that bitch I can be your main," Mercedes said as she stuck her mouth back on my dick like it was a lollipop and she was a little kid.
"Did I tell you, you can talk? Dafuq."
Better believe I ain't hear a peep from her. We finished up and I grabbed my keys and phone and headed home.
I know y'all like I'm wrong but I don't give a fuck. Yeah Tay caught me cheating with her sister this morning and I had to chase her down and fuck her then go back over her sister house and get it in too. Not gone lie I do feel bad for Tay but she know who I am.
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Taylor POV
I'm at my house crying my eyes out. I swear I love him so bad but it's only so much I can take. I need to move on. Yeah it'll take a long time but I have to.
I'm a pretty girl. 5'6 with a skinny waist a big ghetto booty and hips, with 36C breast so finding a nigga is the least of my worries. Its just finding the right one is the task.
I decided to stop moping around. So I dried my tears and jumped in the shower. I washed off with my Paris Amour Body wash from Bath and Bodyworks. I got out the shower and dried off and went to my closet to see what I'm going to wear.
I chose my black crop top, red plaid shirt, some high waisted shorts and my timbs. My hair is naturally curly so I just left it out. I got dressed and decided to go to the mall to cop the new Jordan's that came out. Hopefully, that'll get my mind off of "him."
I got in my black matte Range Rover and drove to Dolphin mall. I popped in my Jhene Aiko "Souled Out " New Album and my song, "Limbo Limbo Limbo" came on and I sang along with Jhene and hit every note. I'm determined to make what started as a bad day a good one.
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Tay in MM:)
New writer. Give me feedback if I should continue.
