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Hey everyone

As you know, June is coming up, and June is pride month.

I want to come out to my parents and everyone as panromantic and asexual, but there's a few problems.

A) my mom

1)I came out to her about a year ago, but she lectured me so I said "forget it I'm straight" like a coward
2)I'm really not sure if she can handle it

B) my grandma

1) she's very opinionated. This is good and bad.
    a) she might be homophobic and I don't know
     b) she might start posting about it 24/7 and use me as a diversity card, which is really flipping annoying and to me, offensive.
       c) she might go crazy and be super overly excited about it

So...yeah

C) my eldest cousin

1)he makes gay jokes 24/7
2) 70% sure he's homophobic
3) he might physically abuse me if he finds out

I need help