I'm scrolling through Instagram.
I'm listening to Drake and Josh on the TV.
I'm hearing my girlfriend and her sister talk while they watch the TV.
I'm struck by an insatiable desire to do something.
I can't do anything, I don't want to do anything, so I run out of the room and collapse on the bed because I want do something so bad!
I hit my head again and again because I can feel the thoughts of purposlessness and critical thinking melding together and I hate it all so much.
I'm going to go for a drive now to clear my head.
