Another Little Infinity - A The Fault In Our Stars story

Chapter Three

Chapter three

"Well the risks ar obvious, we don't know if Hazel is strong enough to deliver and carry a baby, an she won't be able to take any medications while she is pregnant because we don't know how they will affect the baby," Dr. Maria said as we sat around the circular table. We being Maria, me, and my parents.

"No medications at all?" My mom asked. Both of my parents were crying.

"There are some we could give her, but the good news is that the cancer is actually starting to get better. If it stays on this path, it should clear up on its own." Dr. Maria said and i gasped in shock. No cancer? 

"What about the baby? What are the chances that it will be okay?" My dad asked, is voice breaking a little.

"They are slim, but it's still possible. The ultrasound they did on Hazel earlier showed everything to be okay, but there are still problems that could develope over time, and the risks are even greater for Hazel, so you have to be sure this is what you want. One decision and you have a good chance of living a normal and full life," Doctor Maria said and my blood boiled.

"I'm not killing my child. It's not a piece of garbage you can just throw away after creating it, it's my baby." I said coldy, and Dr. Maria looked taken aback.

"I-I know, i wasn't suggesting that you should get an abortion, i was just saying that it would solve a lot of problems." 

"Some risks are worth taking," I shrugged, subconsciously placing a hand over where my baby was in my womb.

"And as a mother i understand that, but as a girl that grew up with a single father, i encourage you to think about how your son or daughter will feel if they have to grow up without either of their parents." Maria said, ghosts of her memories swimming in her eyes, making me second guess my decision for a split second before i shook my head.

"At least they will be alive, and there is still a chance that we can both live. As long as there's a chance there's hope." I said, now i just had to make myself believe it.

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"What about Lola?" Amy suggested as we laid spread out on my bed, both on our laptops searching baby names. 

It'd been a few days since my meeting with Dr. Maria and we figured with all the sadness that had been associated with the baby, we would do something fun like thinking of baby names. It was actually more fun than it sounded.

"Nah, there was a girl that i used to be friends with named Lola." I shook my head, "Plus i want a name with meaning."

"You could name him or her after your parents?" 

"Okay let me rephrase, i want the name to have meaning, but i don't want to name my child after someone specifically because then it's just stealing someone else's name," I explained, shoving popcorn into my mouth.

"Okay well Sarah means princess," Amy said and we both burst into laughter.

"I'm not naming my daughter a name that means princess!" I shook my head at her after i gained conrtol of my laughter, "I want a name that means something strong, you know?" 

"Yeah," Amy agreed.

I typed 'baby names that mean strong' into google, and clicked on the first link that came up.

"Nina, Brianna, Bridget, and Karla all mean strong," Amy said and i shook my head as she read them off the same list i was looking at.

"None of them stick out to me." I sighed, clicking around to different websites, seeing nothing that fit.

"Wait wait wait!" Amy suddenly yelled, nearly giving me a heart attack.

"What?"

"Aaron and Mila both mean miracle," Amy said, and i looked up.

"That's more like what i was thinking of as far as meaning goes... I like Mila but Aaron is a bit to common." I commented.

"Okay well Miracolo is miracle in itallian, so if it's a boy you could name him Cole! And i'm itallian so you would partially be naming him after me!!!" Amy said proudly.

"Cole is okay too," I nodded, before i stopped scrolling when i came accross a name that burned into my mind.

"What about a name that means moon?" I asked.

"That could be cool," Amy said, altough she sounded a bit unsure.

"Think about it, the moon is strong yet soft. No matter what happens during the day, the moon always comes back again. It's cold and bright, and is constantly changing yet is always the same." 

"Okay now it sounds like a really good idea." Amy agreed, "What name were you thinking of?"

"Celine. Celine Grace Lancaster."

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heyyyyy guyssssssss

Im so so so so so so so so sorry i haven't updated in a while, but i've spent a lot of time on the other book i have up (foget me not) and every time i try to update this book i feel like John Green is giving me the stank eye because it is a disgrace to TFIOS XD 

anyway comment below what you think Hazel should name her baby. Maybe i will name it Celine. But what if its a boy? Maybe i don't have a clue what it's going to be? Maybe i know exactly what it's going to be named? What do you think of Celine?

I promise i will try to do better with updating, because i'm really happy with how many people are reading this even though there are only two parts besides this one and they haven't been up for that long, so thank you for reading!!

Maybe i will even get another one uploaded tonight. Probably not but i will try. I'll at least start it tonight.

Thanks for Reading!

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-Purpleratflower