Dear Mia,
It's truly sad how you were such a big part of my life and now you're just gone.
So let's ignore each other, try to pretend the other person doesn't exist. But deep down, we both know it wasn't supposed to end like this.
Even though it's been a few months, it still hurts me to see you smiling and laughing happily with your new group of friends. While I'm here alone and confused, wondering what went wrong with our friendship. What changed? And why? You always told me that our friendship was more important than popularity . That we would stay best friends forever. I guess it was all a lie huh?
A little piece of me breaks every day that you treat me like we weren't best friends for 6 years. Like we didn't hang out every single day through my hardest days when my parents were going through a divorce . Like we didn't go on movie marathons watching spongebob while snacking on ice cream and nutella. Whenever I try to speak to you , you shun me away to hang out with your other friends. The very same people who used to look down on me because I was poor. Because my parents were divorced. The very same people who would bully me and treat me like shit. Like an inanimate object. Told countless of times that I was nothing , that the world would be happier without me.
I guess we weren't really friends to begin with for you to become so shallow. For you to actually disgustingly agree to be friends with them. For what? Popularity. For you to betray me like this.
Lia
10/9/18
