Restart - Zane~Chan AU

¿Restart?

Words : 1573
Song : Her Last Words
Of course suicide and depression triggers, read with caution

I sat on the end of my bed, my hands shaking as the warm summer breeze floated in through my open bedroom window.

It was silent, nothing but a few cars passing here and there.
What was i writing you may ask?

Suicide Note

It was possibly the messiest handwriting seen to man but it didn't matter, i wouldn't get to see the judgement.

My scars stung as the breeze got stronger, i stumbled onto my feet to go close my window.

I turned my gaze to my vanity, the failure that i called myself staring back, usually, this is the part where the mirror smashes, but the lack of motivation is holding me back.

Buzz

I look over to see my phone light up, i walked over picking it up.

'Hey Nana! Sorry if i woke you, We still meeting up for that project? Just wanting to know! You've been quite quiet and, idk i had a point. Anyway, i hope your doing good! Keep smiling!'

"Zane" i mumbled under my breath, our parents used to have business together, It didn't last long but me, Zane, Vylad and some of my siblings used to play all the time, I miss those times, No not playing with kids toys and such,
Being happy, having my family care about me, having friends I guess is what i'm trying to say.

I shook the thought away, 'Keep Smiling' i thought to myself, i'm sorry Zane, i won't be able to do that for much longer.

I grabbed the note and folded it nice, then tied it with a piece of pink ribbon.
I grabbed a thin hoodie, just to cover the scars, i didn't want Zane to find out what I've been doing to myself for the past 3 years.

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I arrived, the place i once called school, but its now mentally called Hell.

I started making my way through the crowds, i had a place to go and i wasn't letting it out of my sight.

Then, i saw them

The female dogs that made me this way, people say others make then who they are, thats usually confident, brave, beautiful, powerful ect, but me? Depressed, suicidal, emotionless, ect.

Who are they i hear absolutely no one asking?
Aphmau.
She you could say she rules the school, I've not seen a single guy that hasn't falled head over heels for her, i mean, she does that long raven hair that looks flawless even if she has just rolled out of bed, her curves and eyes make her complete, and her 'innocent' smile and attitude makes Aphmau, Aphmau.

Katelyn.
She's beauty she's Grace, and she will definitely punch you in the face.
Katelyn is probably the most sporty girl around, she is a player though, and i dont mean football or soccer player, i mean a love player, i mean, sure thing the guys get title of being her boyfriend but for how long? Exactly, the longest relationship has been a month, and thats saying alot.

Lucinda.
She's a Witch, like a literal Witch.
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he is known for making potions, that'll make people fall in love, or break apart, you could say she rules this school's love life.
And her gorgeous hair, her soft toned voice, and of course her curves make her a complete package, who wouldn't fall for her? Me, thats who.