I hate you because I love you

CHAPTER 24

I was so sure about what I felt right at that very moment. I was ready... I just know I do.
" Let's take you home." His voice came out as a whisper.
The drive was silent. It was awkward. I looked at him but his eyes were focused on the road.
Did I do the right thing? Cause there are times... well most of the time I do impulsive decisions and regret it at the very end. I just hoped that this belongs to the few decisions I made, that hopefully is right.
We have arrived...
But he didn't move a muscle. He didn't even looked at me.
Maybe this is too fast, for him... for me?! I don't know.
I unbuckle my seatbelt slowly waiting for him to tell me something... anything  but there was nothing.
I just made a fool out of myself again! Ugh fuck Demi!
I was pissed with him, with myself, with the situation, basically with everything right now. I felt so stupid! I was frustrated and disappointed at the same time but as I was about to open the door, he held my hand.
"I'm sorry"
" Iii...No it was my decision you don't have to say sorry. Sorry if I may sound desperate but all I really want to do is to help you Harry but if you don't want..."
" No...I mean I don't want to drag you into this. But yes I think I really need to get her off my head. I need to do it for myself. "
" I think it's time for you to break free from the past and look forward to the future..."
" With you." He continued.
I can feel my cheeks burning as he stared at me. His green eyes sparkling, his lips slightly parting.
Oh Demi what have you gotten yourself into?
" So I guess, I have to say goodnight."
I said breaking away from the intense eye to eye contact before I fall too deeply into this beautiful green eyed creature beside me.
He smiled, his dimple showing.
"See you tomorrow...babe"
He cocked a smile. I rolled my eyes and went out of his car. We bid goodbyes.
" What was that!"
" Gosh Sel! I almost had a mini heart attack!"
" What the hell was that?! Did Harry fucking Styles just drive you home? You've got a lot to tell me Demetria!"
" I know but can we first go inside?"
Selena looked at me sternly then went inside, I followed behind her when we have reached the apartment. Selena looked at me waiting for me to spill the bean.
" Okay uhm.."
"Uhm?..."
"There might be a few changes starting today I guess..."I started.
I just don't know how to tell her that I offered Harry to use me as an instrument I'm forgetting Taylor.
" Direct to the point please"
" Harry's my boyfriend..."
" WHAT?!!!WAIT WHAT?!"
" I know it's too fast I'll explain everything okay..."
I started explaining everything to Selena. Her eyes were wide and her mouth was hanging open the whole time.
" So you are telling me that he is making you a rebound and that is okay with you? Oh yeah Of course you are okay with that you were the one who offered to be a rebound in the first place!"
" No I was not thinking about that. I just wanted to help Harry. I don't see myself as a rebound but rather I  thinking of me as a help. A help that is given to a friend who is in great need."
" You know what. I cannot change anything. It happened, I  your best friend is..."
I gulped.
" Giving you my full support. No matter  how crazy your decisions are, I'll still be here. That's what friends... families do."
Tears were falling out of my eyes. Selena... she always got my back. She is always there for me no matter what. She always saves my clumsy ass.
" Thank you Sel" I hugged her tightly.
"And the best "best friend" award goes to... drum roll please.... Selena Gomez!"
"Thank you for this wonderful award. I have worked so hard for this award... blood and sweat I poured. Thank you London."
We laughed the night away. You all should get a friend like mine. I'll always got your back too Selena...always.
______meanwhile______
" Harry."
" Oh hey Lou!"
" Woah did I miss anything? "
" Hell yeah"
" Hell yeah?! What the hell happened Harry fucking Styles?"
I laughed. I and Louis talked about what happened. And he was there eyes wide opened.
" She did that?! Seriously?"
" I know. I didn't expect for any of these to happen... really it just did. "
" Who would? Too fast! You must really have something Mr. Styles that got those girls Head over Heels towards you."
" Oh no! Demi's different. She really cared. Right? Don't you think?"
" Well if you'll think about it... I think she does. I mean who in his right mind would sacrifice herself, her pride to a guy he barely knew. He knew that you needed help and she gave it to you without having second thoughts. That girl's worth keeping." Louis said winking.
" She never failed to amaze me."
Demi...Demi.... Demi why are you so different? You might not know it but you amaze me a lot...and with that I drifted off to sleep.