NIALL'S POV
After what happened there in school, I decided to go home. I dont know what will I do. I don't want to go back but I'm worried about Demi. I know that she is so angry with me now. I looked at my reflection in the mirror. I am a demon in Demi's eyes and I guess she is right cause what I see in the mirror is a heartless guy she keeps on saying I am. I clenched my fists and look at my features. I'm such a devil and with that I punch the mirror causing it to shatter. I buried my face in my bleeding hands.How could I be so cruel? I went out of my room and went to the kitchen. I opened the refrigerator and grab a beer. I opened it and chugged the liquor feeling a burning sensation on my throat. I throw the can away and open the refrigerator again to grab more. I drank then drank until my head starts to spin. A knock on the door snapped me out of my thought. I lazily got up from my seat then opened the door. When I opened the door I saw Harry standing in there looking at me.
"What do you want??!?!" I half yelled.
" Niall can you just please stop being a jerk " Harry replied.
"Uhhh stop it ..... What do you want anyways?" I asked
" Someone wants to talk to you" Harry said.
"Tell him/her that I'm not availa.."
"Stop it Horan.. I just wanted to talk to you" Demi suddenly appeared infront of me.
" About what?"
" Can we get inside first Niall. It is my house too after all" Harry interrrupted. I let them in and stare at them. I know Demi is angry with me and I know Harry is right I'am being a jerk always being one.
" Harry can you please just give us a moment? " Demi said then looked at Harry.
"Sure if you needed anything just call me."he said then went in his room.
"What do you want?" I asked her.
"You can't just dump us. You can't just waste all our effort...Niall just finish this play and I promise I won't bother you anymore" she said.
"I won't change my mind' I replied.
" How could you be so cruel !! Huh!! To be honest I'am not really concern about you nor your grades!!! I don't care if you don't pass...I'don't care at all but the administration has entrusted me this and I can't just throw it away.I'm not like you Niall ..... I have my principles in life" she shouted while she keeps on pushing me.
" Why won't you answer me? Look at me .... Face me ..... Niall what is your problem? Are you a gay...Maybe you are right? You are a gay that is why you don't want to continue the play and that is why you can't look at me Am I right?" she shouted pushing me harder this tiime. My head starts to spin again.
"Stop... just leave" I replied.
"What if I won't??? What will you do to me GAY?!?!?!" she shouted on my face. This is it she is crossing the limits now.
"I AM NOT A GAY" I shouted then pulled her closer to me our faces inches apart.
She was caught off guard and she looked at me with wide eyes.Without even thinking I smashed my lips on her causing goosebumps to form on her skin. She tried to escape from my tight grip but she can't ...guess I'm too strong. I removed my lips from hers and she looked at me with disbelief.
"I told you I'm not a gay" I said while looking at her. She rolled her eyes then stare at the ground.
A smirk formed on my lips when I saw her cheeks turning red.
" Don't be shy... First kiss right?" I asked while looking at her.
" Do you want more?" I continued while stroking her arms. I don't know what's happening to me but I just want her to get angry with me.
She yank her arms away then looked at me. Those eyes..... can be the death of me. Her fist is clenched. She suddenly slapped me then leaved while I am left there smiling. I totally looked like an idiot smiling there. I never thought I would enjoy that kiss. I chuckled while I remembered how good her lips felt.........
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