Music

Call Me Crazy

Call me crazy

I guess I'm crazy

Because apparantly loving something with all my heart renders me crazy, because apparantly loving something that makes me happier than you ever made me,

Because loving someone who was there for me when you never were, because loving someone who doesn't know i exist yet still is grateful for me,

Because loving someone who actually cares about me, who actually cares if I go home crying,

Who actually cares if I decide to be a painter with a blade as my paintbrush and blood as my paint, who actually cares if I want to decide that I dont want to be here anymore,

Who makes me feel as if I'm wanted, who speaks to me whether it be through melodies intertwined with a simple

You are not alone.

Or it's through beautifully dark stories that mirror life through your eyes, or through shows or movies that you use as a distraction,

To forget what is actually happening.

Because loving someone who actually appreciates me,

unlike you,

I guess that renders me crazy.

So go ahead,

Bash my love for fictional characters.

Bash my music taste.

Bash my obsession with films.

Call me a crazy fangirl

For loving something that makes me happy.

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hello guys :) so i originally wrote this as a two person spoken word poem taking turns each paragraph and the bold together but i have no friends sooo... :/ just imagine it as a spoken word :p PLEASE VOTE AND COMMENT PLEASE IT WOULD MEAN THE WORLD ^.^ TYSM!