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Part 7

It been a few years, Taehyung has already graduated college and Jungkook finished before Taehyung and is now he's the CEO of his own company.

Taehyung was sitting on the couch inside his and Jungkook's room, sketching some new designs he had in mind, he got started when the door slammed open. Jungkook walked towards Taehyung. He grabbed Taehyung's notebook, throwing it across the room. Taehyung gulped and looked up at Jungkook with wide eye. To say the least Jungkook was furious.

"Jungkook what's wrong?" Taehyung bit his lip nervously as he watched Jungkook take his tie off in frustration and walking to the bed sitting down, trying to steady his breaths.

"when the fuck where you going to tell me that you were going to the states." Jungkook finally spoke, he glare at Taehyung who looked at him as if he saw a ghost.

"who told you?" Taehyung hesitantly asked.

"doesn't matter who the fuck told me." Jungkook spoke with so much venom in his voice. "we're you just not going to tell? Were go just going to leave without saying anything?"

"no Jungkook," Taehyung finally got the courage to walk towards Jungkook. As he stood in front of Jungkook, all his confidences flew out the window. "I got invited to beauty co."

Jungkook scoffed, he kept his jaw clenched. His cold eyes made Taehyung shiver. His heart was beating so hard. Nauseas rose up. Taehyung was biting his lip so hard, he could taste his blood.

"Jungkook please say something." Taehyung whispered softly. After minutes of silence Taehyung sighed and spoke again, "I was scared. Your always so possessive and if I would have told you, you would have told me no. Jungkook, designing is my dream. I want people to wear my designs and know the beauty of fashion. I want to go, I really do. We don't have to brake up we can always call and face time."

"do I really scare you?" Jungkook reached to touch Taehyung's cheek but stop himself. Taehyung saw Jungkook put down his hand. He also reached over to touch Jungkook but Jungkook moved out of Taehyung's touch. He stood up walked to the en suite bathroom.

"if you want to go then it's your choice I'm not holding you back anymore. I'll skip dinner tonight." Then Jungkook closed the door without looking back.

Taehyung fell on his knees as he silently cried. Maybe going to the states was wrong or was it? He wanted freedom but he didn't want to lose Jungkook. He wanted to do his dream job with Jungkook by his side like always. But sometimes things are too good to be truth.

Jungkook striped naked and stepped into the shower. He turn it on to the hot water and just stood there. Am I really that toxic that I even scare my love? Why does it have to be this way? Why is cant I ever make him happy? Heck was Taehyung ever happy? Does Taehyung really love me? I really thought I gave him everything? I thought he was happy and fine? How many more secrets does Taehyung have? Am I really that fucking messed up for my love not to trust me?

After 20 minutes of thinking in the shower Jungkook step out. He dried himself with the towel and wiped the fog off the mirror.

He looked at himself and just stared at his own reflection as tears formed in his eyes. He slowly closed his eyes and let the tears fall. He let it all out. Taehyung was his everything. Their love for each other was so strong yet so toxic. They were both toxic to each other. Jungkook opened his eyes, anger was written all over. He was so mad, he was mad with himself. He was hurting Taehyung and he never realized it.

'Should I let him go? Should I finally let him breath and just end it all? I love him so much and making him happy is my number one priority'

Jungkook wrapped the towel around his waist and opened the door.He grabbed his boxers that were in the drawer and out them on. Tae turned around and saw taehyung on the bed, he was hugging jungkook's his pillow. Jungkook smiled at his cuteness. He walked to the bed and carried Taehyung, laying him on his side of the bed. Taehyung whined, not liking that Jungkook put him down. Jungkook pulled the covers over Taehyung's tiny body, Jungkook got on the bed and pulled Taehyung closer to his chest, wrapping his arms around his lover.

"baby I know your not asleep," Jungkook whispered in Taehyung ear, "I need to tell you something."

Taehyung kept his eyes close, he shook his head, snuggling himself even more if possible in Jungkook's embrace. "I'm not going. I don't want to lose you." Taehyung softly spoke. His voice cracking a little. He knew that Jungkook wanted the best for him. He knew what Jungkook was going to say. He was scared. He was terrified of what was going to come out of Jungkook's mouth. He didn't want to hear it.

"baby if-" Jungkook was cut off by Taehyung's lips on his. Taehyung kissed Jungkook with so much passion. Their kiss was so powerful. Their shared kiss contained so many emotions. Taehyung ran his hands in Jungkook's hair. He climb on top of Jungkook. Jungkook sat up leaning against the headboard. He wrapped his arms around Taehyung's waist, squeezing his hips lightly. Jungkook pulled from their kissed before pecking Taehyung's lips softly again and again, Taehyung tried to kissed him again but Jungkook slapped his ass making him whimper.

"baby we have to talk. We cant just make love and forget about our problems." Jungkook rubbed Taehyung's thighs in comfort manner.

"but we don't have problems. I've already decide and I want to stay here with you." Taehyung leaned forward again but Jungkook grabbed his face. Jungkook stare at him with so much love, he smiled softly. Jungkook kissed Taehyung's lips, bringing his body closer. "baby I know that you really want to go. I don't want to be the reason that's holding you down. This is your dream to be able to go to the states. You don't need my permission to do what you love. But when you leave just tell me so I can at least hug you."

"kook I don't want to lose you." Taehyung softly cried. He rest his forehead on Jungkook's shoulders. He kissed Jungkook's collarbones. " I cant lose you. Please hold me down. Don't let me leave. Please."

Jungkook hugged Taehyung tightly, he kissed Taehyung's head multiple times. "I cant baby. I have to let you go. It hurts me but I want you to be happy. I want you to be free from my toxicity. I know I cant keep you all to myself. I know I cant keep you from the world. As much as I want to just keep you to myself I cant, you need freedom. I want you to go out and explore. I want you to join your time with your friends without me calling you 24/7. I cant fix my possessiveness over you. Its not healthy for neither of us. You and me both know that I just cant stop." Jungkook slowly unwrapped his arms around taehyung's frame. Taehyung cried even more. His tears trailed down his tan cheeks and some laying on jungkook's chest.

"no Jungkook" taehyung chocked on his own tears, he sniffed loudly shaking his head. Taehyung grabbed jungkook's hands putting them on his own face, making Jungkook cup his face. "please don't. dont. I love you." He gasped for air, so many tears were falling from his beautiful eye. It hurt Jungkook so much. It stabbed jungkook's heart seeing his love in this state.

"darling I love you. But seeing you not following your dreams because of me hurts more." Jungkook gently pushed taehyung off of his lap. He was about to get off the bed when taehyung pushed him back on to the mattress. Taehyung climbed back on top of Jungkook, pinning his arms to the headboard.

"fuck you Jungkook" taehyung never thought that he would curse at Jungkook but anger seem to take over him, "your just trying to act all this to make me think that you actually love me. Your just trying to not hurt me and make it easy for me to leave huh?"

"taehyung what the fuck are you talking about," Jungkook furrowed his eyebrows, "why the fuck would i lie to you."