SCARS | STITCHES 2 (girlxgirl)

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Jordan:

I was standing in an empty hallway, I looked down at my feet I was barefoot the floor was frigid. I was wearing a white hospital gown with light blue dots. Am I in a hospital? I heard heels clicking behind me, I turned around nobody was there. The dim lights flickered on and off. "Hello?" my voice echoed along the halls. The sound of heels clicking continued. Who's here?

I proceeded to walk faster, each room I passed by was quiet there were papers all over the floor. The papers were so old they began to change into brown, and the rooms had empty hospital beds. The clicking continued I turned around and saw a shadowy figure hiding in the darkness.

"Hello?"

Two small red heels came out of the darkness. "Ms.Grey you need to go back to your room" a female nurse insisted. This nurse wasn't wearing a regular uniform her uniform was short barely covering her butt. Her socks where fishnets thigh high. She looked like a woman wearing a slutty nurse costume for a Halloween party. The women were tall and Korean, how is she allowed to wear that, her uniform is really reviling.

"You have a visitor Ms. Grey you need to return to your room" she advises me. I looked back "I forgot which way is my room." I told her. She took my hand and guided me to my room, her heels became louder each step she took, it almost became deafening. In my hospital room was Scott he was standing there smiling.

I swallowed, why was he her who let him into my room. I turned around to speak to my nurse but she was gone and so was the door. The door that was there a minute ago became a wall. No no no no no no.

I banged at the wall crying for help. "You'll never escape me," he said. I turned around, "leave me alone I hate you" I shouted at him. Scott was gone, standing before me with a gun aimed to my forehead was Josh. My bottom lip quivered, "you ruined my cousin life" he said before pulling the trigger.

The sounds of the gunshot was so loud I woke up screaming. I hollered and kicked myself awake. "Babe, baby calm down" I could hear Liv's voice, "it's just a dream open your eyes," she told me. I opened my eyes and saw Liv my heart was still racing. This is the second night I had a nightmare about Josh. Liv grabbed the water bottle on her side of the dresser and handed it to me. I took the bottle and she laid her head on my chest. She let out a sigh, "I'm sorry for interrupting your sleep" I said. "It's fine," she said. She wasn't lying but I can tell there's more she wanted to say. "What is it?" I asked. She shook her head.

"Nothing"

"No, it's clearly something what is it?" I asked becoming inpatient. She let go of me and looked me in my eyes. "I think your mom's right about therapy" she confessed. I rolled my eyes, "I'm not taking therapy and I'm tired of this being brought up" I said snatching the covers on my side.

"You keep having nightmares maybe if you talk to a professional."

"I said no" I yelled before pulling the blanket over my head. I don't need therapy why? So a person can sit there and judge me. I won't go, Liv was quiet but I could feel her presence on the bed. "I'm going to eat something," she said leaving the room.

I laid in bed for ten minutes before deciding to get up. I went straight to the bathroom and looked at my reflection. The blonde in my hair looked like tips. My roots were back to their natural color I need a new look. I rummaged through the bathroom drawers, no trimmers. I wanted to shave all my head off. I removed all my clothes and turned on the shower. I touched the water to make sure the temperature was perfect.

Once I was clean I grabbed my towel, I should apologize to Liv I know she's just looking out for me. I removed my towel and looked at my scar in the mirror. I put on an orange tube dress that was inches above my knees. I really hate my mom for buying me new clothes she knows I would hate wearing.