Moonlight Sun 2

The End Of The Road

I was wracking my brain trying to wrap my mind around what happened. If could have named the top 5 things that would never happen, Kenyon forcing himself on me would be in the between pigs flying and hell freezing over. I could breathe. I couldn't believe it. How could I believe it?

I stood looking at the sparkles in the water choking back heavy tears. How could he? I thought. I wanted to be so angry at him, I was angry at myself for not being as angry as I thought I should have been.

I felt his strong arms guide their way around me to comfort me. I turned around and swatted his cheek, through my tears I could see him holding his cheek where I had connected. He slowly backed away, and got back on his motorcycle.

It was an awkward ride home having to ride so close to him with my arms around him. I never missed the Mustang so much in my life. At least I didn't have to feel his warm, and smell his amazing scent, but savored it because I decided this was the last time I would ever experience it.

The wind in my face dried my tears, but the lump in my throat didn't go away. It was the worst pain I had ever known. My perfect guy, my prince charming was just another jerk. It just couldn't believe it took him this long to show his true colors. I knew that I would never trust another man again. I was beyond crushed, I was broken beyond repair.

When we pulled up in my driveway, tears flooded my eyes again. I jumped off his bike, took off the helmet and threw at him with all my strength and stomped back toward my house. As I reached for the door I heard his voice right behind me.

"Sorrell, there is nothing that can excuse my behavior tonight." I didn't even turn around. "I don't expect you to forgive me, all I can do I tell you how absolutely and completely sorry I am and tell you that you never have to worry about ever seeing me again."

"Why?" I asked still facing my door.

"Randy, wasn't named alpha." he said. "I was!"

I turned around. "What?"

"I have to marry Alana." his eye were also filled with tears.

"H-how can they do that?" I asked.

He shrugged. "I just wanted to say that I will never forget you, and I wouldn't take back my time with you, for anything. Goodbye Sorrell."

He began to walk away.

"How can you get married if you already have a wife!" I screamed out.

Kenyon turned around with a look of shear shock over his face.

"I'll marry you, Kenyon!" I said walking up to him.

"You would marry me?" he asked.

I nodded.

"But your dad!"

"I'll tell him I'm pregnant!"

He shook his head. "I couldn't ask you to do that for me Sorrell. It's not fair to you."

"But I want to Kenyon!" I said. "I want to be your wife, Kenyon."

He took me in his arms and held me close to him. "You're not ready!" he said. "You said you weren't ready. I already made that mistake once tonight, I can't make you do something you aren't ready for, Sorrell. I won't!"

"I'm not ready to lose you Kenyon!" I cried.

He placed a soft kiss on my forehead. "I'm not ready to lose you either!" he said.

My eyes filled with tears again again that burned down my cheeks. "We could run away together!"

He looked into my eyes, tears still streaming down his cheeks. "You would run away with me?"

I nodded.

He held me close to him. "Sorrell, are you absolutely sure this is what you want?"

"I want you Kenyon!"

"Then on your birthday Sorrell. I'll be back, and I'll take you and Randy with me."He kissed my lips. "I love you so much Sorrell!"

"I love you Kenyon!" I cried.

He got on his bike and pulled me into him."I'll come back, I promise." he said as he kissed me once more. His lips were warm and tender, and I wanted to savor it, because I know it would be a long time before I ever felt one of his kisses again and just like that he took off up the street, into the unknown.

I went back in my house and up to my room, laid in my bed and stared out my window at the crescent moon. A smile came across my lips as I dozed off.