『 DNYL ✧ CHENSUNG 』

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jisung had broken up with chenle for a little over eight months now.

they had been together ever since the third grade, when jisung, on valentine's day, decided to ask his best friend to be his boyfriend.

there was something about chenle that just always managed to capture jisung's heart, ever since they were babies. it was almost like they were soulmates.

almost.

in the summer of seventh grade, jisung went to chenle's house like he used to everyday.

but instead of politely asking him and his mother if he could take him out for the day, or showing up just to cuddle him and shower him with affection, jisung came to tell chenle it was over between them.

that jisung had found someone else.

that jisung fell out of love.

that jisung didn't love him anymore.

he left that house, leaving chenle in a mess of tears, which became a messy thing for his mother to clean up.

and honestly, he felt proud of himself.

proud of himself because he was doing pretty good for just having his first breakup.

after dumping the chinese boy, jisung went on his first date with daewhi.

he had a lot of fun with him that night.

it was like chenle had never become a part of him.

eight grade was one of the worst years for the older.

he spent his time in school seeing his ex having the time of his life with his new boyfriend. he saw his ex laughing and smiling and being happy, while he was off in the corner doing and being the exact opposite. everyone loved jisung and chenle as a couple, but once people found out they weren't together anymore, it was all they would talk about. relentless and bombarding questions about what happened would hit chenle everyday. rumors about why they parted ways engulfed their middle school. teasing and bullies all over the chinese boy since people saw how bad he was doing in comparison to jisung. and it only made him feel worse.

it got so bad to the point that his mother decided it would be best to move back to china, where these girls and boys wouldn't be bothering her baby about jisung and making him hurt more than he was already. chenle had a hard time even getting up from his bed, because he just didn't want to face the world anymore. jisung was the one that had always kept him going, but now he was gone.

and so, he disappeared.

chenle didn't say a word to anyone; after all, he didn't really have friends or people close to him to tell.

jisung was his only one.

in just a few days after chenle left, the younger was quick to notice his absense. yet, he convinced himself to shrug it off. chenle would return anyways, right?

but those days turned into weeks, those weeks turned into months, and those months turned into years.

chenle didn't come back.

this was when the whole downspiral of park jisung began, and he realized he needed zhong chenle more than ever.

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