the university of daegu was a rather quiet place in the morning.
yet this morning it was the total opposite.
the year was just starting, and there was complete hustle and bustle on the campus, with all new students scrambling to find their schedules and where their classes were.
chenle was one of them.
he decided to return to korea and attend this specific university, since it always had been his dream school. it had been quite some years since he's been around this country, and he's honestly trying not to drown in his past memories.
anything, any little thing about even the word korea, and chenle's mind would go back to park jisung.
park jisung, and how heartbroken he still was.
as he tried to move on, chenle just couldn't. as much as he tried to deny the fact he didn't love jisung anymore, he still did. as much as he tried to forget about him, he would still always be on his mind.
it's been years; jisung and daewhi were probably doing amazing right now. jisung's probably forgotten about the chinese boy already, so how come he can't do the same?
chenle shook his head, turning his focus back on finding his classrooms and schedule.
he could feel the tears pooling in his eyes and that panicky state rest in him already.
since the boy was semi-rushing all over the place to be on time, he accidentally bumped into someone.
chenle was quite smaller than the stranger, and found it hard to look up at him since his tears were beginning to fall and he didn't want anybody to see him crying on the first day.
"i'm s-sorry." he quickly apologized, taking a small bow and running off before the stranger could even say anything in return.
the chinese boy really thought nothing of it.
he sincerely thought it was just some random guy he didn't mean to bump into; when it really wasn't.
he wasn't some random guy.
jisung watched as the small boy walked away from him, just like that.
chenle.
after years of wondering and worrying about where that boy had gone, he finally saw him again.
jisung wanted to be mad.
how could chenle leave like that and not tell him?
but, he remembered he couldn't be mad.
he was the one who broke up with him. he was one who said he didn't love him anymore. he was the one who cut everything off with him.
he couldn't be mad at something he caused.
so, he just stood there; he was too shocked to move.
walking away from the love of his life like that might've been the biggest mistake he's ever made.
because right now, he wanted nothing more than chenle.
he hasn't been the same ever since chenle had disappeared.
it seemed like the bright and happy jisung had completely diminished and was replaced with this dull, unrecognizable boy.
and he knew he would continue to be that boy until he found chenle again.
jisung messed up.
and he messed up big-time.
yet his question, his burning question, was;
would he ever be able to win chenle's heart again?
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『 DNYL ✧ CHENSUNG 』
Fanfiction- park jisung fell out of love with zhong chenle; or so he thought.