Finding my way home (a Magcon fan fiction)

Chapter 1

I'm that kind of girl that does peoples homework.

I'm that kind of girl that gets laughed at.

I'm that kind of girl that would do anything for anyone.. And gets nothing in return. I'm that kind of girl that fakes a smile everyday... Yes, I am that kind of girl.

Some people might say I'm the most happiest girl in the world.. Other people might say "she is the depressed ugly one." My sister tells me I'm beautiful every night before I go to bed... But what is beautiful?

Every day after school these nine boys named nash. Hayes, carter, Cameron, jack g, jack j, matthew, taylor, and shawn like to push me, hit me, and kick me... I have a morning beating, and afternoon beating and a after school beating... I'm not sure why nash started hurting me.... We use to be really good friends until the beginning of high school year.

During summer me and him were dating and went to a party.. I walked around trying to find nash and I finally found him after about an hour making out with this girl named Elizabeth.. Elizabeth had bullied me ever since kindergarten. Nah new I didn't like her and he knows my story.'Why would he do this I thought to myself'. I wonder if he ever really loved me.

Hayes is the nice one. He tells them when to stop. He has never physically hurt me.

Did I mention that my name is kailee? Anyways.. I'm walking to the back of the school to get my afternoon beating.. I don't eat anything so if they kick me in the stomachs nothing will come up.

I see them waiting for me.

I walk by them and let them kick and punch me. Matthew and Cameron are on the football team so their punches hurt the worse. When they are done I go back into school an go to the bathroom, put makeup on the bruises (yes I get bruised fast) I go in the stall and take my blade out of my pocket and cut watching the blood drip into the toilet paper. 1 cut for each of them. I pull out my mini first aid kit and go to the sink I turn the warm water on and let the water wash the blood off my arm. Then I take out a bandage wrap and tie it around the cuts. Pull my sleeves down and walk out acting like nothing happened.

I was five minutes early to my next class. I wrote in my journal about my day. Then I put a little note on the side that said " never give up, stay positive"

God, I wish I could take my own advice.

I live in North Carolina with my sister Kirstin. She has long ombre hair and blue eyes. The most beautiful girl I've ever seen. I'm 16 years old and so is she. We are both is 12th grade . She doesn't get beat because she is the pretty one. Next year we should be moving to la and I cannot wait to leave.

NEXT DAY: I wake up and do my stuff. I wear a black crop top and high waisted white shorts. With my black converse.

I straighten my long blonde hair and put my blade in my pocket and headed out the door

I'll update tomorrow guys.💞💞🙏🙏💘