TBS imagines

Remember When...? {Newt}

Y/N's P.O.V

Newt is dead. We left his corpse in the burning WICKED facility almost a year ago and I'm never going to forget him or everything we've been through together. Thomas, Minho, Aris, Harriet, Gally, Sonya and Frypan has been grieving by my side where they are now. We're by the bonfire in the Safe Haven as usual. We're quiet tonight though. The names of friends who sacrificed themselves for us to be here are carved into the memorial stone and into our hearts. I look at the fire from the bench I'm sitting on. The orange flames are crackling while the breeze from the beach is ticking my skin. The black smoke is coming in my direction too, but I don't even care.

"Y/N?" A hand on my shoulder shakes me out of my thoughts. I look to my right side to see Thomas' sad and worried expression. He has had that expression ever since the death of Newt and Teresa. Maybe I'm have the same expression on my face right now. "Y/N? You zoned out some minutes ago. Are you okay?" I look around me. Minho is running after Frypan by the water with only one shoe on because Fry decided to take the other one. Aris runs after Minho, but he isn't fast enough to keep up with the runner. That's where Harriet gets involved. The dark haired girl sprints past Aris, towards Minho.

"Yea. It's just." I sigh and look down at my feet. The cup I brought with me earlier is now un the ground where the water is now sinking into the sand. "It's just that he's gone." Thomas grabs my chin and forces me to look into his eyes.

"I get it. I miss him too." His other hand gets placed on one of mine. "But you have to remember the good things about him, okay? Remember when you two met? Remember how he pulled you out of the Box after I arrived. And when you two had your first kiss in the Deadheads. I got the story from Minho who followed you. The who Glade knows." I laugh a little as he continues to talk. "He protected you from a Griever and he was cuddled you when you were shaking after we saw cranks in that mall."

"I loved him, Thomas." Tears starts to fall down my cheeks. Remembering Newt is a lot harder than I expected it to be.

"I know you did." He takes a little break because adding. "You still do. Love isn't anything death can ruin. Only God knows if he's looking down at you from Heaven while he's trying to give you a sign to show you that he's always with you. He is. He loved you way to much to let death get in the way." He laughs a little to cheer me up, which brings a smile to my lips. "Never forget that." He squeezes my hand.

"I won't. Thank you, Thomas." He smiles at me before walking to Jorge and Brenda. I turn the other direction to see Frypan in a fight against Minho because of that stupid shoe, Frypan won't let go of. Harriet is trying to get Minho away from him, while Aris is trying to get Minho's shoe.
Newt would've loved this place.